the birthday.

went to mun ling's 21st birthday at Redbox Sg Wang the other day...

well, to be honest, i wasn't really in the mood for parties lately.. very tired. working everyday and no break.. just.. suck and tired shit.

just the week before mun ling's birthday, i ffk-ed quite a lot of ppl's birthday party... felt so bad.... i even forgot my dad's birthday!! damn..

so, i decided to be a nice friend. go to mun ling's party.. heheheee... plus, we've been hanging out lately and it's been a long time i didn't see ann and peik yen...

see? i'm actually nice...

with the birthday baby!!!

charmaine and ann..

charmaine and her parents surprised mun ling that night. she came back from australia a week earlier just to be there for mun ling's big day... so she's the overly nice friend!

with ann babe.



munling: "come, come... we take photo here..."
charmaine: "ha? toilet wor.."
munling: "haiya, never mind la.."

Σ(￣ε￣;･･･

the two person that i don't see often.

she's one of the first friends that i know in primary. geez.. already 14 years!!

best friends.

that's what written on the cake....

who's idea was it anyway??

peik yen: "eat the cake.... it's chocolate cheesecake.... eat..."

after a few rounds of liquor, she's flat on the toilet floor.

damn wasted...

eee.... she sleeps like she's on her own bed...

finally woke up.

thank god charmaine's parent were there to send them home... they're damn sporting you know... and her dad sings too... hehe..

and last but not least, of course, a photo with my signature pose!! ekekeee.....

ekekekeke....

though it's only a few of us, but we had fun tho.. too bad i have to leave early to pick ming up at hartamas...

he had fun too that night, he went to Soda for Miss Hypertune finals.. girls are not bad he said. but he's a lil tipsy... so we went home straight and before i finish cleaning my face, he's asleep like a pig. with terribly loud hiccups... ugh...

(,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;'･,;`:ｺﾞﾙｧ!! damn ugly can?

ugh... so many things to do... so little time.. i have to get contact lenses, yes, not one but a few.... for a friend, have to do my laundry... one week laundry!! hmm... so many other things to do that i don't even remember what i wanted to do...

okay.. that's all for today...

back to work!

"although you are scurrilous, though i always treat you like a guy, but you're still a girl. and you're still the person whom i can talk to when there's nobody's around for me. you're the best person that i can share with."

that's what he told me over the phone today.

"huh? what talking you?" i replied.

i really don't know what he's talking about. i mean... knowing him for almost 6 years, he's definitely joking..

"i'm serious. every word. it's what i've always wanted to say. but was too shy to say it out." he replied.

?????

"don't joke around la.. what happened? why say like that? you okay or not? i don't understand what you're talking about lor.."

"you don't have to understand. i'm happy enough to have you here to listen.really!"

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"okay.. so what you wanna talk about?"


we continued talking for a while and hung up.


me?

the best??

this is SO not him.


the normal him...

-when i did something that doesn't make sense.... he'll say...
"tiu! why you so 7 stupid geh??"

-when i grin, smile or laugh at him.... he'll say...
"niama..... siew lan ar siew??? slap 9 lei gah..."

-when i asked for something that he thinks is ridiculous... he'll say...
"lei soh lan jor ar?"

-when i made a mistake.. like stood him up, forgot to do something, etc... he'll say...
"ngor tiu 9 lei jau gau lor...."


see? he treats me like a guy. that's only part of it.

he'll verbal-abuse me vulgarly.

everytime.

without fail.

like nobody's business.

but today, it's different. it's been a while since we have a heart-to-heart talk.

he's been there everytime i needed help. and i've always thought that i'm the one who's dependant on him. i've always thought that i'm the one who needed him.

but i'm wrong.

i've never thought that he also need me to be there.

i've never thought that my presence brings comfort to him.

we don't really see each other so often anymore. we don't hang out like we used to anymore. we don't even TALK as much anymore.

but i'm glad.

i'm glad that we still have each other in our hearts.

i'll always remember how he replied me when i once asked him long time ago, "where am i in your heart?"

he drew heart shape on the table and pointed right in the middle of the heart.

"right there," he replied with a smile.


"there? isn't that is where your girlfriend supposed to be?"

he pointed everywhere in the heart. "she's here."

-_-:

"ceh..... make me happy a while... tiu.." i pouted.

"yes. my girlfriend is everywhere. though she's all over my heart, i don't know where to start finding for her. cos she's always moving. but you're right in the middle. you're only at one place. the place where i know i can definitely find you there. the place where nobody could ever replace.."

the meme.

Very boring.

So i decided to bore you guys with this.....





Four jobs I would stink at:

1. Accountant (I assumed that all accountants tends to become very calculative due to the influence of their job's nature) .

2. Model (I can't live without food. And to become a model, I have to have a strict diet to maintain my body figure because I'm not born thin).

3. Lawyer (Lawyers always thought that they're right. Even when they're wrong, they will argue until you give up and agree with them even though you're not willing to).

4. Full time Blogger (I only can write when I'm emotional. on normal days, I lose all my ability to write).

Four pretend nicknames I'm making up for myself:
1. Suzie
2. Dum Dum
3. Denquerida
4. Dy

Four movies I have watched over and over (and did not fall asleep):
1. The Dead Poet's Society (it's so touching...)
2. The Green Mile (sad..)
3. The Sound of Music

Can't think of any other at this moment.

Four things I love to do on weekends:
1. Sleep in.
2. Watch CSI re-runs on AXN.
3. Hanging out with friends.
4. Continue sleeping and pigging out.

Four alcoholic beverages I've enjoyed:
1. Bailey's.
2. Bailey's.
3. Bailey's.
4. And more Bailey's.

Four celebrities I would go on a Big Date with:
I don't have any celebrity crushes.

Four things I could not live without (excluding the essentials):
1. Money.
2. Our stinky pillow.
3. Our stinky comforter.
4. Jeans.

Four of my favourite foods, whom I'd like to bon appetite with:
1. Tom Yam @ Gombak (with bB).
2. Seafood @ Bagan Lalang (with my colleagues).
3. Dim Sum @ Ipoh (with my family).
4. French-something Chicken Chop @ MoMo (with bB).

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. New York.
2. Japan.
3. Bali.
4. Home.

Four people I'm mercilessly tagging:
1. weileng
2. choo
3. debb
4. jesse

my orbituary.

Guess who will miss me when i die??? ekekekeeee....

Paris Hilton!

Terribly missed?

Σ(￣ε￣;･･･

the out-of-boredom routine.

i was browsing the net at work today and i stumbled upon this website that tells you which celebrity you looked like...

so being extremely bored like usual, and i can't doze of at work like yesterday.. ( my boss caught me and a colleague sleeping during work time and he's quite furious about it...), i uploaded a photo of me and ming... and the result?????

guess who i look like??

♪♪＼(^ω^＼)( /^ω^)/♪♪

hahahaaa!! i looked like kyoko fukada?? ming is gonna laugh his ass out when he sees this!!!!!



and ming...? he looked like this...

ming looks like a lot of female celebrities!!!! hahahahaaa!!!!

dumdum!

the gathering.

so they held a gathering for their highschool friends few weeks ago at MBar, Philleo Damansara. well.. it's the boy's second gathering that i'm attending... they're crazy.... they're nice... they're just fabs people...!

MBar is just another so-so bar (dodgy, i'd say..). we went there on a saturday night and it's so quiet.. only few tables are occupied and perhaps they're regulars there. their ambassador is plump and we saw her dancing right in front of the bar, which is facing the main entrance. no wonder the bar is so quiet..

（￣へ￣）

the music they played??

ugh.... rnb...

they even played chinese and indonesian songs!! kinda..... er..... weird, right?? and most of the songs they played is very old school....

but the party is not as bad as it sounds tho..

at least everybody enjoyed drinking and talking and cam whoring..


o(^^o)(o^^)o わくわく

with the girls...

my pillow..

this is siew ling

see? wei leng and her boyfriend were there too!!

miss ya gurlie.. gurl...

this is pek yee & kenny

drunk? not yet!! haha... with joyce..

sapphire.

if any of you who're single and reading this, you can stop reading here... cos there'll be lotsa eyesoring photos that'll make you puke... even worse, you'll start to feel very lonely and started blaming yourself for dumping your ex partner.

now i've warn you, don't blame me if you started to feel bad.

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sean & moon

told ya!!

ヘ(^_^ヘ)(ノ^_^)ノ

joyce & gary

lovingly loving..

（　´∀｀）

donald & joanne

(* ＾)(＾ *)チュウチュウ♪

kenny & pek yee

凸(　▼▼）===C<*_+ )ギュー！

the couple who always "sa fa cheong"..

dy & ming

(;-""-);'◇') ﾌﾞｩε=( ￣(●●)￣)ﾊﾞｶﾊﾐﾙｰ!ﾌﾞﾀﾉｹﾂｰ♪

fen & malau

getting married next year..!

おめでとう~♪(ﾉ⌒∇)ﾉ*：・'ﾟ☆｡.:*:･'ﾟ★ﾟ'･:*:.｡.:*:･'ﾟ:*:･'ﾟ☆｡


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the boys.

g i r l f r i e n d s

beer are girl's bestfriend?

t h i s i s f r i e n d s h i p

they may not get to see each other so often, but their friendship is strong.

this is friendship.

the groceries.

i went groceries shopping the other day with ming. splurged almost a hundred bucks for that one hour visit to carrefour. damn...

actual plan was to get shampoo and nail polish remover. end up buying what??

walked into the supermarket and search for a basket..

ming : what are you looking for?

dy : basket-la...! easier ma.. no need carry so many things.. *grin sheepishly*

ming : *threw an evil look* so lazy..

found the basket under one of the counters.... started walking towards the dairy product aisle.. saw cheese.... (ming got one 8-days diet plan.. eat only green apples for first two days, then cheese for two days, vege two days and chicken breast for last two days.. i started eating green apples for few days.)

dy : b ar.. buy cheese lor...
ming : *another 'you-really-want-to-start-diet??' look*

took a pack of cheddar cheese stick and a pack of mozarella cheese..

continue walking..... walked past the ice-cream aisle... saw Wall's Sandwich Cookies ice-cream... (neh... the cow one...)

dy : eh... this one... heheheeee.... the one we saw on tv-leh.... (slowly open the freezer cover, hoping that he didn't notice)

ming : yalor... (looking at the package)

dy : you say wanna try right?? (took one packet out and chuck it in the basket and quickly close the cover. pretend nothing happened and walked away..)

ヾ（＠＾▽＾＠）ノ わはは

ming : *yet another you-fatty-bum-no-hope-d-lar look*

（ ｀´）===C<*_+ )

dy : buy vege....

took some lantern pepper and celeries...

walked pass bakery section...

dy : wanna eat bread?? very nice one...

ming : duwan.

dy : smells nice... just came out from the oven some more.... *looking at the breads*

ming : what bread??

dy : potato bread... very nice one........

walked towards the counter... took one packet of bread and shove it in the basket...

walked happily hand-in-hand...

ming : eh.. buy coffee...

dy : owh...

ming : sugar and milk also....

took coffee and milk... then looked for shampoo...

dy : *walked along the shampoo aisle, looked each and every brand, couldn't decide which one to buy*turns to ming and ask for opinion*

ming : haiya... anything la... as long as can wash hair ok lor....

dy : but this one smell nice.... that one also not bad.... which one better???

ming : you like la..... i don't mind the smell wan...... *turns and look at other toiletries*

dy finally decided which shampoo to get.. turned and about to walk away...

ming : *chucked a deodorant stick in the basket* let's go look for sugar...

dy : *took a packet of fine sugar and walked pass biscuits snacks section.... stopped by and have a look... automatically took a packet of Meiji Panda chocolate filled biscuits and shoved it into the basket* come.. let's go..

ming : you....!!!!?...... (ugh... no hope) m(_ _)m



that was how the bill goes to almost a hundred bucks!!

*forgot to buy nail polish remover*


another incident...

i went to the bank to bank in some money for daddy the other day and walked pass Guardian on the way back to office... remembered the day before daddy said his arms itchy cos of allergies or something... so thought of getting some pills for him... they said Zyrtec is good, so i walked into the pharmacy...

remembered nail polish remover... walked and took one bottle.. automatically took one emery board... then also just remembered i need to get some sanitary pads... walked up and looked for almost 10 minutes... saw cotton buds (ming's place no more cotton buds), took one packet.... saw dental floss..(ming's place no floss), took one.... saw 3-in-1 coffee.. (remembered ming always drink coffee but lazy go make, suitable for him...) took one packet... on the way down... almost forgot no more tampon, took one.... walked straight to the counter and paid.... *another 60 bucks gone....*

walked happily back to the office..


*forgot to buy the most important thing.... pills for daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Σ(￣ε￣;･･･

21st October 2006. the wedding.

it's Deepavali day and we have to wake up extra early to attend Kelvin and Nikko's wedding. the guys have to become "heng dai' and we girls have to become "ji mui".

on the way to the groom's house in the morning.

as i reached nikko's house, almost everybody's there. waiting for the groom to pick her up.. she looked beautiful with the wedding gown..

i reckon that every girl look pretty in wedding gown regardlessly of how fat or ugly they are on normal days. every bride is made to be stunning no matter how unattractive they were.

but nikko's already pretty without the gown.. but that day, extra beautiful.

*winkz*

waiting for her knight in shining armour.

nikko's parents putting on the veil.

and the knight came..

wedding dinner was held at a chinese restaurant in Ampang. food was okay.. didn't drink tho..

with pekyee.

he gained a lot of weight.

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been doing a lot of thinking lately..

i get emotional attack very often lately too..

i think i think too much.

the boredom

his present is still with me. i wonder when can i complete it and send it to him. it's supposed to be last year's bday present. ugh... i'll try to complete it and send it as this year's christmas present.

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nothing much interesting happened lately. just the normal routine. getting up early, going to work, waiting to go home, eat, watch some drama, sleep... and repeat the whole routine the next day...

trying hard to lose weight lately.

but nothing seems to be working..

i felt so ugly and fat lately.

felt really ugly.

felt more unattractive than usual.

ugh...

i don't want to write anymore.

blueghh!