not forgetting fresh veges! this is my fav, "tong ou"
the next morning. so cold!
Personal thoughts and occasional rantings... Trying to document my life in case one day I can't remember anything anymore.
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Labels: celebrations, travel, weekends
Went buka puasa with a friend just now. Shock of my life when he told me that his 2nd elder brother passed away this year in Feb. car accident, with wife and 6 months baby in it. Wife suffered minor injuries. Baby sat at the backseat in mommy’s arm, got thrown over to the dashboard in front wasn’t hurt at all. Miracle still, but sadly the driver died on the spot due to internal injuries. I was really shocked when I heard this. Hope the wife and baby is strong.
So anyway, I’ll be starting work on the 1st Sept. wish me luck peeps. Hopefully everything will go well this time *fingers crossed*.
Cameron tomorrow!! But have to wake up at 5 cos uncle mun is coming to fetch me at 5.30am. fml.
Smelly is not going this time though. He’s tied up with work. Too bad.
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maybe being jobless is a good thing. in a way.
i started to think so much and i definitely have so much time for myself, doing things that i don't really get to do when i'm busy working.
looking back, there's a list of things that i procrastinated. since i'm on a short break, i decided to get it done.
1. mailing some parcels out. done.
2. cancel unit trust. by this week.
3. alter 2 jeans. by this week.
4. resume Japanese lesson that i've ditched after attending 3 lessons. who wanna join me? september class.
5. clean room. done.
6. clean wardrobe. lazy this weekend.
7. dirty laundry that piled up since a month ago. lazy this weekend.
ok. enough of things to keep me busy for the rest of this week.
oh.. i'm serious about Jap class. well, at least this time, i'm gonna make sure that i at least get a cert back! who wanna go with me? weekend class?
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…and jobless again.
This year is a roller coaster ride for me. So many things happened and it scares me a little when things happened beyond my control.
At first, it feels really weird and fear was the first response to the series of (unfortunate) events that took place without a warning (well, sometimes with warning, just that I overlooked). But when I really thought about everything that happened, it reflects how my mind works. And how my bad habit affects (some) decisions that I’ve made.
I’ve never really regret doing things that I’ve done which leads to some problems that are unfavorable to me. What really make me sad are the things that people will do and say whenever I faced problems. And what actually people WILL do to benefit themselves. Seriously, some people will just do whatever it takes to get rid of something when they feel threaten with something they thought dangerous when the actual fact is, it meant no harm at all. And they harm others with their actions, knowingly or unknowingly, I digress.
It makes me more careful of whatever I do or say when I deal with this kind of people. But even I take precaution steps; I still fall into their trap and became a victim of their evil doings. I’ll just take it as bad luck and go on with whatever left of me. Plus, I still believe in karma.
Perhaps these series of (unfortunate) events came haunting me due to the things that I’ve probably done (knowingly or unknowingly, I’m not sure myself) and I’m probably just paying the karma. I’m still considered lucky that nothing extremely bad happened to myself. To me, it’s really just a life lesson to learn. Lessons that I might get to tell my children in the future. Now I understand why mom always nags me. It’s always the same issues that she’s trying to let me know and always asks me to avoid. But being a teenager and a rebellious daughter, I’ve never really listen and took her advises for granted. I admit that I’m still taking her words for granted because it hasn’t really happened to me, yet, but I’ll try to, at all cost, to avoid whatever her prediction was. *fingers crossed*
So back to being jobless this time… so unpredictable and sudden that I almost broke down. But didn’t.
It’s really a long story and not many people agree with what actually happened. There are always two sides of the coin.
Now, I’m back to the journey of looking for jobs and stressing on what to say in interviews, etc. I’ve always hated formal interviews. Especially the most asked question, “tell me about yourself”. Ugh. Hate that question cos I always found myself tongue-tied whenever I have to answer this question. But lucky for me that the last few jobs that I’ve got, I never had to answer it cos they never asks. Heh.
Ok, enough of rambling. I shall get back to job hunting. Wish me luck peeps!
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i have so many things to write and bitch about. but i guess i'm over the "bitching" phase.
i'm quite amazed at myself sometimes.
at my life.
nothing pretty my surprises me anymore at this very moment. i think i'll just take whatever it is given to me.
i've learnt how to swallow it.
even if it's a chicken bone, i'll just swallow it.
happily.
any donor?
can someone show me the way?
i'm very lost.
all this time, i've been searching and striving and searching... for something that i'm not sure of. something that is not there.
Sam (my very good ex boss) is right. i don't know what i'm searching for.
now, i need to know what i'm looking for. i need time. a lot of it. but i'm afraid that i don't have the strength.
okay.
i know i can do this. i can face this. yes. i can.
but when?
went to aunt crystal's birthday dinner today at ampang waterfront restaurant.
Aunt Crystal and her boyfriend, Uncle Siew.
same generation. except for the baby and the spec girl (cousin's daughter) sitting are both one generation after us. :P the one in red is my cousin's wife. they both come to KL for holiday. yes.. her daughther is 21. imagine how young my grandfather is when he married my gramma in china.. my cousin is almost the same age as my dad!!
nearest age cousins.
last time we used to play girly things together. haha!! (yes.. all in the photo are girls.)
ok.. one more photo..
hmm.. that's only small part of our family.. i wonder when we will have a complete family photo.. sure will look like alumni photo.. so many people from so many generations!!
p/s: i don't know why the allignment of this post is so fucked up. stupid Opera.
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Labels: celebrations, family, weekends
fucking jam today. resulting me not going to work. 500metres took me half an hour! so idecided not to go to work today. not my fault ok... by the time i reach kl, which i estimate will take 2 hours, and be there for one hour and take me another 2 hours to go back. not worth wasting the time in the car. so i called Peks and we decided to go for Fish Head Meehoon at Kuchai. i reached earlier and ordered. while waiting, i just looked around and suddenly, i heard a sound.. "prettttt..." from the next table. sitting across me was a man and a lady who are enjoying their lunch. so i thought, i heard wrongly. then after about 5 minutes, i kebetulan facing the woman and i saw her tilting her butt a bit and a "pretttttt" sound came out. so CONFIRM the "prettt" sound i heard is from her!
can you imagine how disgusting is that? farting in public never mind.. somemore got sound. and her table is just next to mine! i can hear the fart so clearly!! AND the most disgusting thing is she's happily EATING and FARTING at the same fucking time!! damn no table manners loh... the man, i assume is her husband, didn't seem to notice it and eating normally!! then another 5 minutes, she did it again!!!! fucking smelly lor! somemore the wind is blowing to my direction! UGH!
why got people like this one..
see? she sit so near me!
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