-LOVE-

Love..
is something beautiful,
something precious..

Love..
is to be patient,
to be kind..

Love..
is to be generous,
to forgive and forget..

Love..
is caring and sharing,
yet to be selfish to protect ourselves..

Love..
is to give..
and not to expect the same in return..

Love..
is to cherish and be cherished,
and to be remembered..

Love..
is to bless,
and be blessed..

Love..
is to be true,
to be sincere..

Love..
is to be wiser,
to be explored..

Love..
is to be happy,
and to discover happiness..

Love..
is to understand,
yet to be sensitive..

Love..
is unpredictable,
unexpectable..

Love..
makes you stronger,
yet it makes you cry..

Love..
is to hurt,
and be hurted..

Love..
is forever,
but forever is still a doubt..

Love..
is something that i longed for,
something that i searched for..

Love..
is something that i found,
but it's something that i'll lose..

Love..
is keeping,
yet knowing when to let go..


-denise-
22012005

what a weekend..

what a night!!! well, went to sunway yesterday night with mie for the hitz.fm 8th bitrhday bash party.. it was okay but it rained a while.. we stayed there only for one hour... then both of us decided to head home..

well.. there's actually a lot of things i wanted to write the other day.. but the connection was damn bad and i forgot exactly what i want to write.. heh... well, classes was okay.. work was okay... but started to get bored a bit... very lazy these few days....

well, i still don't know why trouble always follow behind my back... one shit after another... and i wonder why i'm so damn unlucky lately... i thought everything's going on fine between me and mie.. but then again... ugh! it all started with friend's problem.... i hate myself for being helpful... haih!! like always, i asked myself... why i always ended up covering shit all over my body when all i'm trying to do is to help a lil bit?? ugh... don't want to talk and think about it anymore... the more i think, the sadder i get... well.. just hope that i'll forget what happened soon... i hate going through this shit... hate it...


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The Cure-Boys Don't Cry

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slumber land!!!

first day of college.......

first day of college isn't really fun though... went to accounting class at 10a.m... the lecturer was okay...talked non-stop for two damn hours without giving us any break in between.. but it's not THAT bored since i've already learnt it in form 4 and when i'm in Stamford... haih!! pity me.. have to study everything all over again.. =/ but mie said it's okay... since i've learnt almost everything, i MUST score.... -_-: ... score ah??? see first la... ekekeke...

anyway, i was forced to drop one subject because it clashes with another subject that i'm taking... ugh!! i registered for 3 subjects, which i think is too little per semester.. and now, i HAVE to drop one... damn.. i'm gonna study only TWO subjects this semester... hmm... i'm so far behind the others... -_-:

after the accounting class, there's supposed to be business law class at 12p.m... so, the accounting class ended around 11.50a.m. and i proceeded to the class next door for law class... there isn't anybody there yet.. and i thought those people are only coming in at 12p.m.... i hang around alone (i still don't know anybody there yet..) and waited till 12.10p.m... still no sign of students coming in.... freaking cold inside... then i took my class time table to double confirm that i'm in the right room... i checked for like... a thousand times.. right room... right time.. but no students... no lecturer??? then remembered something i read in the notice board...
Classes for the subject BU110 Intro To Aspects Of Bussiness Law will only be commencing on the 24th February 2004.
God!!! i was such fool...! waited there for like... 20minutes...!! i was lucky enough to realised it so soon... stupid denise... hehe... so, i'll make sure that there's no next time... must read and store everything in my brain safely.. :P

hmm... reached home around 3.30p.m... slept for like half and hour.. cooked dinner for everyone... quite tired.. i'm going to continue sleeping after dinner later... wuarghhhhh!!!

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Hoobastank-The Reason

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TV time...!

g'day~

oh well... the first time blogging... hehe...

hmm.. well, i actually didn't really have a good start this year... everything seems to be messed up... hmm.. i did what i supposed to do... i also did what i'm not supposed to do... too many mistakes done within a short period of time.. hurted the person whom love dearly... though it looks okay now.. but i still feel and know that the wound will not totally heal so fast and so easy... hmm..

well, just started college last week.. haven't go to the classes yet.. hehe... tomorrow will be the official "first" day for me... new college, new environment, new lecturers, new friends perhaps?? kinda nervous though... hope everything will go smooth tomorrow!! :)

tomorrow will be mie's first day to work... new place, new environment..new boss.. hehe... GOOD LUCK sayang!! muahx!!

anyway, V Day was okay... didn't really get to celebrate outside.. cos don't have the mood.. (time of the month...so unlucky...) caught in the rain in the evening...have to stay in the house and watch dvd... (did we??).. i think we slept soundly that evening... too tired of working..going here and there for the past weeks...

got valentine's present after two days.. haha!! it was 212 Sexy.. love it baby... thanks a bunch honey!! and i hope he like his present as much as i do... *wink*

watched National Treasure on the 16th with mie... it was a great movie... too bad we didn't have the time to watch Constantine...


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peter pan-mungkin nanti