I'm not sure if it's worth it anymore.

I don't get young people nowadays. Don't they have a certain level of responsibilities? Well at least to prove to their family that they're actually capable of doing something meaningful and less hurtful? When they made mistakes, any mistakes, for sure as family members, we will nag/lecture/scold/advise/whatever, cos that's the way it should be, right? I was a teenager and I obviously know what's happening and what the stage of growing up and soul searching was (not that I'm very old and very much experienced in that, but at least I went through it). Well, to say that a girl matures faster than a boy is an overstatement imho. I've seen boys who mature at a very young age. I don't understand why certain young people like to blame the people around them for their own mistakes. Can't you just admit it? We forgave you for whatever crap and shits you created but you never learn from it! You create new mess for us after we clean the previous ones. Why do you have to play with our tender love and care? We all know that you're taking us for granted because every time we said we will never care anymore, we fail to keep our promise. Have you had any idea how many tears of disappointment and worries we shed because of you? Yes.. it's our fault for spoiling you. It's our fault that you became the way you are now. It's our fault that you can't find a part time job to earn extra allowance for your entertainments. It's our fault caring too much.

I seriously don't know what to say anymore.

We are all very disappointed. We did not let you fall. Our hands were there all along for you to grab it and climb back up. But you chose not to even look at it. You chose to fall deeper. You chose to shut us down.

We just want you to know that we're all always here to keep you back as long as you're ready to change for better. Now, it's your choice to make. After all, we're just a guidance... we're not you.

Difference Between A Guy & A Girl

We were browsing through the internet for racer seats cos Smelly bought a car and it only comes with ONE racer seat (wtf right.. only one!! Stupid previous owner!) so we had to get a pair to replace it so that it’ll look more handsome! It’s not cheap lo… cheapest is like.. RM2,000 for a normal one. Smelly told me that one good seat can costs about RM10,000! ONE!! If one pair is like RM20,000!!! Wtf!! Can buy a second hand car! So we’re browsing through and I kept saying that it’s expensive lah.. why would you buy a 2 thousand ringgit car seat.. give me the money for shopping, better right? Then he’s like…

“I don’t understand…”

“What?”

“Why women can spend RM8,000 for a tiny bag???  You can get a pair of car seat for RM2,000!!!”

Wtf!! Hahaha!! You should see his face when he said that!

Well.. because we can’t carry the seat to show off!!! Lol!

My Boyfriend Is So Pretty...

right?

see??

i no bluff one...

right??

i told you right.....

PRETTIEST!!!!!!!!

How Relationship Lasts V

Gf and bf started wrestling. Obviously gf losing cos her hands and legs are not long enough to counter attack. So she pretend to stop fighting back and the bf let go her hands. Once her hands are free, she smack his arms damn hard and they started wrestling again and the bf counter attack by pinching super fucking hard on her thigh! *cibai punya bf* then she screamed and hide and cover herself on the pillows and started crying *damn pain you know*. Thinking that her bf will manja her back.. she heard…

“bie….”

*ignore*

“bie……”

*ignore*

“bie.. why your pants got hole one??”

*ignore* thinking to herself “wtf.. got hole meh??? Where got” *ignore*

“really la.. got hole!!!”

Gf sit up and check.

“HAHAHAHAHA!!!!”

Cibai! Kena con!

Friend in need....

Vince: Eh.. I need your help liao.. what time you bangun tidur?

Me: Me ah.. 7 snooze til 8 lo.. morning call ah? Hahah!

Vince: Yawor.

Me: What time?

Vince: You what time start work geh?

Me: I start at 9. Normally will be awake at 7, go toilet sleep back til 8 only shower, 8.30 go out.

Vince: Ok. Same with me. Before you go shower call me boleh? But you must remember to call me.

Me: 8a.m la? Ok!

Vince: Can? Jangan miss ah! I abit cannot realiable. 

Me: yalah…

Vince: Fuck me you know.

Me: -_-

Vince: Just say … “you wake up earlier your bonus fatter”

Me:  -_-!!! “hei sen lor… FATT TAT lor” liddat?

Vince: No.. it’s “Mahai! Hei sen lor… you want money or not???”

Me: -_-!!! Why you got such disease one??

Vince: lol!

 

 

 

Why my friend so keh leh one…?? Swt!

Happy is when....

- You get back the money that you lent out 3 years ago, which you totally forgot about.

- Getting money from your loved ones out of the blue cos you complained hinted that you’re running out of cash few days ago.

- You managed to compulsively buy cheap flight ticket to your favourite country.

- You have a supercute niece that you can babysit during weekends!

see what i mean? *sayangs*!!

What I Miss

I was browsing through some of the old photos and found these. OMG!! I miss that workplace! look at the space that i had. sigh! and the privacy is like super privilege okay!! sobz.. now everyone can see what's on my screen whenever they pass by. wtf. damn insecure lo.. not that i have much secret la.. but i still miss the privacy. oh well.. the things i let go to "pursue" my so called "dreams". why there's always pro and cons la..?

everything is good. well, except for the monitor. :P

but seriously, i miss the telephone, the personal printer (though it's monochrome), the BIG PRIVATE space (though it's not room), the chair (OMG the chair!! now i had terrible but bearable one la.. still..) and the most important thing.. i miss my boss! T_T (though my current boss is very nice too... cannot compare cos both different style. come to think about it.. so far i miss working with 2 of my ex bosses. they are so nice lor.. one is like a brother to me and one is like a father to me.. huhuhu...)

but then.. restricted internet access and starting work at 8.30am is like the only 2 things that i don't miss. hmm. and the jam. omg the jam. (actually traffic here also quite bad lah.. but working hours starts at 9am. it makes a HUGE difference to me).

how i wish my current office have private cubicles for everyone. bleh! 

back to work!

What Is Your Score?

So I got an email form Jobstreet.com today asking us to do an English Assessment. Initially, i deleted it. But just seconds after i did so, Uncle Mun msn-ed me and said he took the test and told me his score. so as kiasu as our neighbor country, i took the test. ngeh ngeh ngeh...

 

*click to enlarge*

didn't have Windows Live Writer so the photos came out small. ugh.

i took the practice and got 35/40 then after that i took the assessment and got 37/40. i think it's still bad. anyway.. some of the questions are a bit confusing. and they didn't show which questions we answered wrong, so i didn't know which one i answered wrongly. everyone can take the assessment. just log on to jobstreet.com! i think it's fun cos it's been a while since the last time i use my brain. bleh!

The Pursuit Of Happiness

Was Gtalking with a friend just now and he asked, “Is happiness more than family?” well, the answer is quite subjective. Some might think happiness is family, while some, freedom is happiness. Of course, to some, money is happiness but to some, as long as their stomach is filled, it’s happiness. There are a lot of ways to define happiness and it’s different for each individual. Some might think that as long as they have a lot of money, they will be happy and their family will be happy too. But when one gets too obsessed with making money, they tend to neglect a lot of things around them. Like family and friends tho they thought money can make family happy and friends will be happy for them but in many cases, it backfired. And they will soon realise that they are actually not happy.

There are also people who think that it’s not important to have expensive clothes, big houses and nice cars because all they wish for is good health and integrity. I’m not saying that rich people don’t have integrity, it’s all different topic altogether. Let’s focus on the former. They’re happy with what they have even if they are no match with the higher society. However, people around them will say that they have no goals in their life; they don’t strive for the best and that they are just plain lazy to make some money. At the end of the day, their children might blame them for not giving them the best things in the world, which will lead the child to thinking that money is happiness and it leads them to become like what I wrote in the first paragraph.

As for some people, freedom is happiness. They don’t want anything to get in their way to achieve their kind of happiness, which is carefree and no strings attached so they can do anything as they like as long as nobody is there to stop them from doing so. They don’t care about money, they don’t care about family, all they care is about themselves. All these attitudes will make people around them angry. Angry that they’re irresponsible. Angry that they’re selfish.

A normal person will put family as their first priority and for them, happiness comes from family. Nothing is more important than family, or so they thought. Which sometimes, will make the people around them think that they’re too overprotective and old-fashioned. At the end of the day, their family hate them for being a control freak.

So in every happiness that they pursue, there are definitely sadness and negative things that will happen along the way or at the end of the pursuit. So the conclusion? It’s all about balance. We cannot change how people prefer the way they make their own happiness. We cannot stop them from thinking the way they are. Most importantly, we have to ask ourselves, are the people around me happy? Am I happy knowing that they are? Should I? Do I have to care so much?

We are all human. Sometimes, we just need to be a lil bit selfish. Sometimes, we just need to let go off that grudge.

 

To you who might be reading this, I hope you’ll be happy. You know we’re all here to support you. 

Holiday Plans!

So I’ll be going to Penang on the 18-20 Dec. Six of us has confirmed attendance. And Gem Island on the 6-8 March. So far only 3 confirmed. Bleh. And Bangkok (AGAIN!) on the 27-29 July!! Yes! So now been discussing with Vincent to go China. He said he MUST GO CHINA, dunno why he so like China. But air tickets are all like.. above RM500. T_T I know it’s considered cheap but not cheap for me lo… if RM300 I’ll go! Heh.. so if our plan jadi, we’ll go end of next year. I prefer after Oct cos still got ample time to save up after Bangkok in July. Now, I just need a part time job. Ugh… long term part time jobs that pays well are all out of questions cos the only choice is going back to Bacardi Martini Malaysia to work as “promoter”. Aih.. Smelly and Mom don’t like it (actually I don’t like it also la.. but that time no choice ma work lo..) so part time job that I can do is er….. Starbucks, maybe? But they pay is like.. damn low one lor… sigh. How leh how leh… who wanna hire weekend baby sitter? I’m willing to let go my weekend to jaga baby for you!!!  Ngeh ngeh ngeh!

So we’ve been thinking and talking about going to Gem Island (since April wtf..) and I’ve managed to get a few colleagues who are interested. But need to check the dates with no upcoming events cos project team cannot all take leave at one go. Luckily I’m one man show for my department/division/area/whatever you like to call it. Hehe. So Ann will go if she still have leave to use, Uncle Mun will go cos he cannot say no. and Smelly also lah.. cos he also have no say in this. Ngeh ngeh ngeh.. we’re quite lucky cos Smelly’s aunty works there and she got us SUPER TTL rate! And Fireflyz is having their zero fare promo and return tix is only RM70! Better than driving…  (but if no zero fare also I’ll choose Fireflyz also lah.. cos airport is near.. unlike AirAsia.. cheap flight also no use cos have to go so far, waste money. ) so the total estimate cost for the trip will be less than RM500 per person. TTL weh!

But the problem now is my colleagues.. they were saying just now that they’re afraid their boss dun like it if they all take leave together. -_- might have to change date to a week after but air tix will be double. Sigh. And latest update from Uncle Mun is he can’t make it 12-14 cos clash with Disney On Ice, he promised to bring Chloe there or something. Hmm.. I might just go on the 6-8 then… and let my indecisive colleagues decide whether they wanna come or not cos I don’t care d… my goal is to make it happen! Will give them time til Friday and then get the flight tix!

 

Oh.. btw, AirAsia’s Free Seats is back! But then… no point one.. Select destination and dates d but the page hanged. I think too many people trying to get into the website so their server cannot support. Lol. Time to expand it, Tony.

So I was hoping that I’ll get a good deal to go Taiwan.. Hopefully still can go in to the site before the 15^th. Hmm.. Taiwan in August sounds nice! Or we can go Bandung if Taiwan is too expensive. Though I really feel like going to Bangkok AGAIN, but I think Smelly will protest against the idea cos to him, Bangkok is like damn sien and nothing much. So if I go again, I’ll go with my girlfriends or Shorty, maybe?