ark...

okay... i'm gonna sit for my time constraint assignment on the 2nd june... and i'm not revising yet.. haha.. i'm going crazy...

i'm fucking pissed at my boss and certain people who's working there and i'm sooooo going to kill them and burn down sbux soon...

i wanna get a new job.. but it's so hard to get one.. aih...

life's tough.. but i still have to live no matter what.. aih...

i'm getting sick and tired of everything... i sooooo wanna just sleep everyday.. like the princess in sleeping beauty... aih...

two more years to study and i'm almost strugling to just get a pass.. i'm dying ballz...

and lately, i FELT like i'm writing to an imaginary friend..but i'm sure that he IS real..

i'm seriously going nuts...


[music on air]
breakaway-kelly clarkson

[quote of the day]
sometimes it's good to be off the ground..

[current mood]
fucking pissed off..

[next station]
tv time...

la~ la~ la~ la~

hmm... everything seems to be quite alright this week.. well, at least nothing BIG happened to me.. haha!! pre birthday party was okay.. but i felt that there's something missing tho... heh...

anyway, we planned to throw a pre birthday party for michelle at my house on the 10 june.. planned to cook lotsa things.. and guess what? she's teaching me how to cook cream of mushroom...! hehe... don't have to drink those can ones after i learnt how to make it... hehehehehe.....

well, exams coming... 2nd june and 8th june.. still didn't take the initiative to find a book and revise... -_-: haha..

got to go.. write later~


[music on air]
lonely-akon

[current mood]
great... *winkz*

[quote of the day]
smile-the most beautiful and inexpensive gift..

[next station]
breakfast!!! hehe..

sleepy d.... 

me and the banana choc cake..  

ryan and jean.... 

peace, pohyee.. 

with elsa and vincent.. 

three piggies... 

with yap kok wee... 

best bro, kee sin.. 

with my daddy 

with my gramma 

with my grampa 

trust and honesty..

i've learnt that sometimes, in some situation, all we have to do is do things according to our instinct. well, not all instincts are totally accurate, but then again, the very first thing that goes through our mind is actually the best option. it's just that we didn't really notice that sometimes. but then, following our instinct doesn't mean that we're impulsive.. i mean.. it's totally different from being impulsive.

i've also learnt that the most important element in a healthy relationship is trust and honesty.. i AM lucky to have a partner who trusts me.. well, at least that is what i saw in him. you see, when i know that he trusts me, i'll automatically be very honest and tell him everything without having to worry about anything. i mean, not that i don't have to worry bout ANYTHING, it's just that... i don't have to bother to hide things away from him because anyhow, he'll find out himself that i didn't tell him the whole truth or that i missed out on some point. hehe.. he don't even have to ask me what's going on or whatsoever.. he knows that i'll tell him anything and everything without having to trouble himself to ask me.. he knows that i can't lie to him cos i'm really suck at lying in front of him. plus, when you hide things from your partner, trust me, your heart doesn't feel good.


[music on air]
mariah carey-through the rain

[current mood]
happy.......!!! ^O^

[quote of the day]
just be positive and confident..

[next station]
cut onions... sobz... sobz...

i love you, mommy!!

i just got back from work.. went to dinner with mei keng... kinda tired though..

it's Mother's Day.. called mommy just now.. but only talked for 2 minutes.. i miss her so much! feel like hugging her now... it's been four years... and i still remember hugging her for the first time as a teenager.. it's on the day she's flying to NY.. THAT was the first time i hugged her real tight.. and i miss it now.. i realised that i actually miss mommy a lot... sometimes, when all i need is a hug from a mother, but i couldn't do it, i feel hopeless... i looked around me this afternoon... almost everyone on the road is with their moms... spending this special day together.. how i wish mommy is here now.. so that i can give her a big hug... i believe that no other feelings in this world could replace the feeling of being in a mother's arms... no matter how old we are, when we're in her arms, we'll still feel like a small kid.. and i want to have the feeling once again.. and it's true that people just won't realise how important a person is until they're far away from us... my mommy is really important to me.. and i appreciates everything that she did for me.. for the family.. and when i couldn't even give a hug to my mommy now, i wish that everyone who's with their mother on this special day will at least give a big hug and a big kiss to their mother..cos trust me, you'll miss the feeling of a mother's hug when she's far away from us one day... don't take her for granted though she's always there.. i'll hug and kiss my mommy goodnight everyday if she's with me now..but she's so far away from me... love and appreciate your mother.. tell her that you love her.. not only on Mother's Day.. tell her everyday.. trust me, it'll make her day..


[music on air]
yellowcard-only one

[current mood]
missing my mommy.... and disappointed with vey..

[what i want to tell the world]
it takes less than a minute to say, "mom.. i love you" and kiss her..

[next station]
layan emo...