Worthiness.

I’ve been standing so much that the tip of my toes feel numb 24/7.

There’s this one night, my feet hurt so much that I kept waking up at night.

It’s only been 3 weeks and there are moments that I thought of giving up. But then… I can’t give up so easily. I can’t chicken out. This is nothing. A lil bit of hardship is definitely worth it at the end of the day. This is what I keep telling myself.

I can do it.

I can deal with it.

I’ll live with it. At least for the time being.

Someday, my hard work will pay off.

Someday, I don’t have to work so hard to achieve what I dream of.

Someday.

One day.

When will it be?

Hopefully before I lose my strength.