Crossroads.

This is a turning point.

Where majority will most likely try to avoid as much as they can, well, I did tried to avoid it but I guess it’s time to just face the harsh reality.

It takes a lot of courage, at least to me it does.

Putting so many possibly good things at risk. Well, it’s only possibilities after all. *shrug* So why not just do it since life is all about risks and possibilities?

“A simple decision will affect your life. Does it worth the risk?”

Hmm. I don’t know. But RIGHT NOW, I think it’s best for me. I don’t know if I will ever regret it at all in the future. But at least for now, I feel it’s better this way.

Who knows what the future is like right?

Maybe I’m destined to take a long winding road before I reach the destination?

Maybe I’m destined to take the opposite direction?

I don’t know.

Maybe there’s no destiny or destination at all.

It’s all only my imagination.

Right.

So what happens after this?

I wonder if things will be different at all if things didn’t happened this way.

Perhaps what others see is clearer than what I’m seeing? Am I blinded by a lot of things that affect my judgment?

*shrug*

Since one cannot have the best of both worlds, I guess it’s time for me to be a little selfish.

To be a little independent.

To just don’t care.

So I guess the best solution now is taking a step back and ponder…