Past Tense.

Whatever happened to 2011?

Exactly around the same time last year, I reflected my past year.

I still feel that I’ve achieved nothing. Though there ARE actually some improvements… like passing the JLPT, getting a house, exploring new hobby, deciding on what I really want… But really, other than that, I still kinda feel the same.

Maybe, just maybe, I have changed a little bit and shifted some priorities.

Last year to me, was a roller coaster ride.

More like a soul-searching year for me.

I’m still unsure if I’ve found my soul or lost it.

I guess the only thing that never changed about me is the indecisiveness.

Fear of the unknown.

I admit that I’m not as strong as a lot of people out there. I’m not as courageous.

Year 2011 though, was a year full of surprises. Made me realized how ignorant and insensitive I’ve been all along. Found out some facts that, given a chance, I’d prefer not knowing. It has became a struggle ever since, to try to maintain what’s supposed to be. But things changed. Forever.

But on a bright side though, this year will be a better year, hopefully. Started off with a new opportunity in hand, I can only wish that things will turn out better than ever.