i'm so happy!!

okay... i just hung up the phone.. talked to harvey for an hour i guess... hehe... still, not enough of saying i miss him.. and updating him bout almost everything that i've actually e-mailed him for the past month... haha!! well.. things have certainly changed with the absence of him.. well, at least the changes are not so drastic and hurtful at all.. hehe.. of course there will be changes when someone is away.. even though the person is right beside us, things will change too.. how dumb of me, thinking that things will always be the same.. well.. i kinda got used to it now.. perhaps the distance make our love stronger.... and it definitely will make us realise who we really love...

ugh... i'm soooooo in love with harvey now.. and i sooooo miss him...

"will i be this happy if i never met you?"... that's what harvey said over the phone just now.. i'm kinda speechless when he said that.. well.. of course he'll be happy.. maybe just not this kind of happiness that he'll get.. he'll still be happy.. it's just that he's more than happier when he's with me.. hahah!!! so narcissistic... hahahr... but i'm very glad that we've found each other.. i could never wish for anything better to happen to me cos having him is the best thing ever... it's like a miracle.. he's like an angel out of nowhere.. (though people might mistake him as a devil.. lol!!) i'm so in love with this man...

oh well.. i'd always thought that bad things will happen after good things does.. but i think it's time to change the perception.. it's just the way we look at things.. if we look at the bright side, the whole 'bad' situation will totally turn into 'not-so-bad' situation.. people always ask, "what if there isn't any 'bright side'??" trust me.. there's always a bright side.. it's all just the way we look at it.. we think good, it'll turn out good.. we think bad.. then bad it is...

i can't wait to explore the world beyond me.. there's so many things that i have not seen.. so many things i have yet to learn.. and i know someday, i will see it all.. and i know i will live a wonderful life in the future..


[music on air]
i'll make love to you-boyz II men

[current mood]
super high!!

[quote of the day]
we have to let go the past to take in the future..

[next station]
gilmore girls!!!