restless night..

ugh... i thought i can get some rest yesterday and go to work fresh this morning... bummer!!! as i switched off the light, my house phone keep on ringing.. and i ignored it, assuming that the caller knows there's nobody at home.. then, my cellphone rang... it was wei leng.. i had to answer cos it was a return call... just when i thought i can finally sleep peacefully, my house phone rang again... then my cellphone started ringing for the second time.. which, both, i ignored cos i'm too tired to even move my fingers... then i fell asleep... and guess what???? i think i slept for two hours, then i heard my sister calling me from the door... ugh!!! her room was occupied so she had to sleep with me... imagine..single bed, two girls... arghhh!! and she slept like a pig!! how i wish that she's harvey.. =P so, when i finally get to dream, the alarm rang... which, i ignored too.. then the second alarm rang and i finally made up my mind not to go to work...i'm too tired to wake up...wait.. i'm not even asleep.. (i wonder how to wake up when i'm not asleep...) just after few minutes i tried to sleep, my dad woke me up cos he had to send me to work.. and i told him i don't want to go to work.. haha!! then, i have to wake up at 7.30 a.m again to call the manager and inform her that i'll take medical leave... ugh!!! finally.... 7.30 a.m onwards, i can sleep soundly until 12p.m..... hahaha!!! woke up and do nothing.. watched Star Wars episode 5... watched tv.. eat.. cook dinner.. eat again... no life... luckily i'm not working tomorrow.. or i'll go nuts...

i miss harvey... a lot!!! it's not even two months he's away.. i felt like years.. but the memories that i had, every moment that we spent together, almost everything that we did, i remembered clearly... i felt like everything just happened yesterday... everyday, i recall back the most insignificant moments... the things that i don't even think that i'll remember last time.. and every morning, i wished to get his call, telling me that he's already at my door.. every night, i wished that he's right beside me, giving me a goodnight kiss before i go to bed.. hmm... the most simple thing reminds me of him.. anytime, anything, anywhere... and just the thought of him makes me smile now..

i think i'm going nuts... hahahr...



[music on air]
don't cry daddy - elvis and lisa marie presley

[current mood]
missing harvey...

[quote of the day]
love is a serious mental disease - plato

[next station]
star wars episode 6....