The Meaning.

too many things happened in just a week. and i've learned another lesson of my life...

i've always thought that i'm matured enough to think the way i am. i've always thought that i'm the right one. but when i really come to think of it, i'm not always right. i'm not as matured as people thought.

things happens and it happens for a reason. and i know the reason now.

i'm really blessed to have harvey, a person who can understand me and accept me for what i was, am and going to be. i'm wrong to think that he's selfish all this while. i'm the selfish one. not him.

i'm thankful to have a best friend who can really make me crack my head and think rationally without being emotional by just a few words of criticism from him.

greatful to have a bunch of crackheads surrounding me and trying to comfort me when i'm having a bad time. *grins*

i realised that i can't live without my family, harvey and my best friends.


i wonder what is a promise? is it just a word to make other people feel happy and secured? or is it something that can keep us going? i wonder why people make promises that they can't keep.. well, i made a promise too. a promise to harvey, jennhoel and myself.. a promise that i'm trying to keep. not so hard yet not easy to do.. haha! it's funny. how the two of them made me think. how much their words meant to me. how they made me a better person.

i can't wait to see harvey on semester break.. hehehe... just hope that everything will go on smoothly.. can't wait to see mommy too... muahxxx!!!


[music on air]
breathing by lifehouse.

[current mood]
happy.

[quote of the day]
life if full of irony.

[next station]
shower and sleep!!