the guilt.

so i went out for a drink with michelle. before that, i thought of drinking with jennhoel after his futsal game, so he came over. when i got into his car...

denise : eh, can wait for a while here ah?

jennhoel : why leh?

denise : michelle is coming over too. hehe.. we go drink together.

jennhoel : oh, then you two go together la. i don't want to disturb you girls la..

denise : like you don't know her.. -_-: come la.. go drink for a while only... i want to drink with you tonight. been trying to get you last few days.. but you BUSY.. (trying to make him feel guilty..)

jennhoel : don't want la.. tonight, i willingly don't want to drink with you.

denise : *speechless* (willingly?)


so we went for a cigarette somewhere near my place. then his phone rang..

jennhoel : (on the phone) bought the tix. but different seats. bla.. bla.. (hung up)

denise : fucker. no wonder you said "willingly"... -_-: watch midnight show is it? ceh!

jennhoel : *grined*

and i thought i was the guilty one for calling michelle.



anyway, life's boring. i've got two assignments to pass up next week and being so denise, i haven't started doing.

seriously, i wish to have some sparks and colors in my life now. i wake up every morning doing the same thing...

- check if harvey's online.
- listen to medley by leo ku at least two times.
- eat whatever that i can find on the dining table.
- surfing the tv channels over and over again.
- go to college/work.
- call up some friends to see if they're free for a drink session.
- go home.
- check if harvey's online.
- check emails.
- blog.
- listen to breathing by lifehouse at least three times.
- watch tvb drama series.
- curl up on the bed and do some thinking.
- sleep.

that's what i do everyday without fail.

can somebody pull me out from boredom? thank you.