the result.

michelle came to my place and stayed overnight the other day. we reached home around 2a.m. that day and my dad was awake, taking care of my grampa, who is sick. grampa woke up in the middle of the night for a cup of oatmeal and a slice of bread beofre taking his medicine. so i asked daddy to go back to sleep and i'll wait til grampa finished his meal and give him medicine. so while i was patting grampa's neck, michelle looked at me with a sad expression. i asked her what was it.. and she told me that i'm very fortunate. to have a chance to take care of my grampa. because she doesn't have that chance. and i felt bad. that i normally don't really care for my granparents a lot. well, it just doesn't seem to be enough care and effort that i put in. perhaps i should start caring for them now.. because i still have them with me. many people that i know have lose their grandparents when they're still a kid. some never even have the chance to get to know them. so i'm considered lucky. to have all my grammas and grampas with me now.

so i finally done my finance assignment. but i missed out one point to write in the report. the recommendation. ugh. it's okay.. can't expect too much for a last minute job. anyway today i found out that my previous marketing assignment's result. a got a 13%. and he'll take 20% out of it for the final. i'm in deep shit. think i'll prepare for retake. damn.


[music on air]
butterfly by micheal jackson.

[quote of the day]
what if there's only today and tomorrow is still a doubt?

[current mood]
bad aura surrounding me today. i feel down.

[next station]
marketing assignment!