the decision.

i stopped college. yes. stopped. not quit. stop. i'll be studying part time soon. will be working full time and go back to study after everything's stable.

many people i know was kinda shocked when i told them that i'm gonna stop a while and work.. i'm sure they think that i'm stupid for making this kind of decision. some of them feel that it's a waste because i've already studied halfway.. but there are also friends who understands what i'm trying to do here.

there are still a lot of things in my mind now.. so many thoughts, so little time.. i don't know which one is to be settle first. perhaps i think too much.. perhaps there's really nothing in my head.. perhaps it's all only a dream.