the happy one.

i wanted to write.

there's quite a lot of things in my mind now.. but i don't know why i just can't seem to put it in words.

i told ming that i can't write lately.


you know what he said??

hmmphh....


"because last time you lonely ma.. got so much time... and you always not happy.. that's why can write.. now you cannot write because you're not alone.. plus, now so happy... *grin*"

-_-:


last time i very pathetic meh? nothing to do beside blogging meh?? i don't have him very lonely meh? ceh...

hmm..

but he's a bit right.

not about the lonely part..

about the writing part..

i can write when i'm unhappy. when i'm angry. when i'm emotional..

he's right.

i'm happy now.

i don't really how to express happiness in words.

i'm happy now because everything seems to be great.

let's see why...


1. i have a fulltime job.. (though i didn't finish my studies in college..)

2. i have more freedom compared to last year.. (though i still have to inform daddy if i'm not going home..)

3. i still have my best friends..(though i hardly ever see them nowadays..)

4. i have ming with me everyday.. (though he never fail to tell me how fat i am every possible chances that he have..)

5. i can eat choki-choki when i'm working!!! (though sometimes, i also eat mcD sundae, nasi lemak, kuey tiao goreng, halls honey lemon flavor, mamak's cendol, etc...)

6. i have time to watch anime.... ~_~ (though sometimes, i also watch porn...)


isn't that enough to make me a happy one?? ^O^


hehehee...