rant.

ok..let's start all over again..

ugh...

okay.. i was saying that i feel very confusing lately.

i used to think that people are very special in different ways. also, they're very different in a special way.

but i think i'm wrong.

they're all the same.

packaging is still more important than the ingredient. no matter how bad or ugly somethings is, as long as the packaging looks nice, presentable and attractive, people will still buy it regardlessly of how bad it looks the inside.

some people loves to suffer just to feel good, look nice and feel confident. like.. they buy an of oh-so-overly expensive pair of shoes but ended up shoving it into the shoe rack after wearing it for 5 minutes. why? you'd ask.. they bought and wear it only to find that the shoe actually didn't fit them perfectly, giving them fugly big monstrous blisters after walking for 5 minutes.

my question is... why not buy a shoe that fits perfectly well and comfortable, that won't give you blisters all over your oh-so-precious sole? instead of wasting money on something that you don't really want, can't really afford; just to look good? why not getting a more comfortable, least expensive one and spending the extra money on something else? like a dress or bag to match the shoe? of course, if you can find a shoe that's both really nice and expensive and comfortable and really fit, then that's plus pont. consider yourself lucky.. how many person in this world actually have that luck? having to find something all in one package? it's like winning lottery... one in a trizillion.

ugh..

some people are just too smart. or should i say, they think that they're smart. they grab things that comes by. they went, they saw, they grab. just because other people have, they want. even when they don't need it. even when it doesn't fit, they grab. never mind, grab first, later only alter. why grab when you knew it won't fit? why take it home when you knew that you'll change it? why? scared other people take everything and left nothing for you?

why not grab something that you're looking for? something that you will like. something that suits you? rather than taking the trouble and time to change it into something else? what's the purpose of creating it of you're going to change it? aren't you erasing it's originality? why take it when you're not ready to accept the whole of it? why not look for something that's already made that way? ever heard of imperfection?

these people just amazed me.



why give hope when you don't mean to fulfill me?
why say things when you're not ready to commit?
why keep me when you know you're letting me go?