the car park bully.

i fucking hate that guy who drives a black wira aeroback.

i went to mid valley with michelle today for an interview. the car park was packed and it's very hard to get a space. so i made few rounds to find a parking space, like every other cars. it took me half an hour, rounding in the car park and finally, i spotted two guys heading to their car, which is just beside me. so i stopped at the side and gave signal that i'm taking the space. so i waited for him to get out. i drove to the front a lil bit so that he can get out easily... then i waited.... as he drove off, passing my car, i reversed slowly and from the rear mirror, i saw a fucking black wira turned and parked into the parking space that i spotted!!!! so i horned. non-stop.

then i saw him reversing... so i stopped horning, thinking that he got the idea and wanted to back out... but no.. he's an idiot who got his license from the *longkang, reversed and adjusted the position and parked nicely at the parking space. i stared horning again and he didn't come out. so i pulled the handbreak and got out from the car. i walked angrily towards his car and he came out.

dy : can't you see that i gave the signal?????

*lancau machan : what??

dy : i said i gave the signal for this parking space....!

(he raised his voice..)
lancau machan : yes, i know you gave the signal, but you were way off!!!

(i shouted back)
dy : i moved to the front to give way to that car so that he can come out from the space!!!!! plus, i've already gave the signal and was reversing!!!!

lancau machan : ok ok..
(he stood at there, glaring at me and not moving)

dy : what ok ok???
(pointed to his car and my car, trying to tell him that he's wrong.)

then that lancau machan went back to his car and the passenger beside him (i think it's his wife or sister), came out. and just when she came out, he said, "fuck off la".

i was furious...!!! so i shouted back at him. (he's already inside his car.)

dy : WHAT THE FUCK?????!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY 'FUCK OFF'??????!!?

at this moment, the lady tried to calm me down saying, "cool down, cool down". then michelle said the same thing (but i think she said that more for herself...lol!! she's as furious as me). that fucking dickhead came out after i shouted, looking like a bloody lancau, trying to counter me back. the lady asked me to cool down again and get back to the car. then michelle asked him to get in and move his car instantly. if not because the lady was polite, i'll make sure he don't have any windscreen right away.

so he moved his car and i got the parking space.

knnccb.... and he think he can bully girl driver. he's totally wrong!!! i'm not that kinda person who tolerate this kinda shit. plus, he went in the car park later than me. because when i reached there, it's not raining. after a while, it rains and i saw his car was wet... mahai... he thinks that i'm driving a car with probation sticker means that he can bully. lancau machan.. mess with the wrong girl today. i hope he'll meet with accident everytime he drive out.

*lancau machan = dickhead malay guy.

this is my grampa. i'll miss him.

the regret.

grampa died yesterday.

it was really unexpected. it feels like a dream.

mom's wish will never come true. she planned to catch the flight back on the 30th march and my grandparents (her parents) will meet her up at singapore and come back to malaysia a week after that. but grampa didn't wait for her. it's only few more days and mommy can meet them for the first time after five years. but it's not gonna happen anymore. she can't make it back to see her daddy for the last time. not even one more look at him. she's the only child who's not gonna be at the service. it's not fair. totally not fair.

it's sad.

debb promised grampa that she'll treat him dinner on his birthday last year. but she's too busy to do so. and this year when he met her, he asked debb, "when are you gonna buy me dinner??" he grinned mischieviously. debb told him that she'll buy him dinner when she's free. she's never free. and she'll never have another chance to do so now.

it's a regret.

i'll never got the chance to hear him asking me, "how's business today?" when i help out at the shop every sunday anymore. that's his routine everytime he goes to the shop... bring some mah jong paper, walk one round in the shop, sit down and ask the same question. everytime without fail. he'll do the same thing. ask the same question.

i'm gonna miss all that. i'll never hear those words from him every week again.

the rave.

so i went to a rave at sepang with a bunch of friends last saturday... it was damn hot there.. very heaty and packed with all sorts of people.. bumped into quite a lot of friends from college. it was actually quite a good rave but then it's really too hot there.. and there isn't enough room for us to stand in the crowd.. so we ended up sitting near the exit so that we don't have to squeeze like sardines in a can. didn't stay until the end of the party tho.. went for after party session at joe's place.. hmm.. i have to say that it was not as fun as i've imagined. felt like something's missing.

well.. there are a lot of things that i'd like to write.. but i've got no time to do so.. when i have the time and feeling to write.. something else always comes up and i'll normally give up and go to bed after that instead of staying up and write.

quite a lot of things happened lately..

i need some space for fresh air... ugh..

i'm still feeling happy in a sad way.

we love each other... 

getting ready@azuree's place with mich 

crakers.. 

king and san 

ye seong and sheena 

cute couple 

korkor and dy 

friends.. 

dy and pek yee 

with ah kor... 

was sweating like pig..