Many times, we keep reminding ourselves to be sane. To stay focused. To think what is right and what is not. To agree with the majority, because it seems like the right thing to do. To flock with the same kind, just so we wouldn’t feel left out. To follow the leader that is supposed to give good guidance. To listen to people around us, because we don’t trust our own judgments. To nod in amusement, just to acknowledge them our existence.
Many times, we do all of the above just to blend in. Because we all think that it will make us feel better. Because we thought we feel more secured. Because we think that it makes us more human. We think that it is the norm. We think that it is how it works.
But have we ever spent one second, to think otherwise?
It is okay to think and act differently. At the end of the day, our own happiness does not belong to someone else.
It is okay to be alone sometimes. Nothing wrong about getting a breather out of the craziness. It is not written in the handbook of life that we have to follow others to shine.
It is alright to make mistakes. To blame on the bad genes. To blame on others. To blame on ourselves. To be naïve. To make excuses not to believe. Because stupidity lives in each and every human being.
It is okay to be emotional. To be sad. To be angry. And most importantly, to be able to shed a tear of sorrow.
Because that, makes us more human.
So last weekend, something happened. Well, let’s just say that I was kinda being “threatened” by a psycho. Pfft. And so she thought that I’m frightened by her threats. And so she thought that I’m so scared that I’ll piss my pants. And so she thought that she won.
Pfft.
She can say whatever she wants. She can write whatever she likes. It just shows how desperate she wants everyone to believe her and to agree with her. For me, I’m not going to retaliate. Cos it’s a waste of time to even reply any of her nonsense. Seriously, if she wants the whole world to know about it, go ahead. Thanks for the free publicity. I’d love that. =)
Heck. Even Smelly thought it’s childish and like I expected, he can’t even be bothered about it. Oh.. and she thought that by doing whatever thing that she did, it will hurt our relationship. HAHA.
If my relationship is so vulnerable, I won’t even consider keeping it at the first place.
Well, I guess she thought that everybody’s relationship is as screwed and as fragile as hers. Sorry babe, not a chance.
Oh… by keeping quiet doesn’t mean that I’m scared. I just thought that it’s a waste of time to even be bothered to retaliate, even though I really think that she’s insulting my intelligence and I almost lost my patience. But well… I managed to just let her bark. I’m used to the barking sound of Alfie anyway… pfft.
That’s why I always believe in “Silence is Golden”.
yes!!! finally get to take some time off for a short holiday to Bangkok (again)!!! this trip was planned since last year! but lately was too busy to think about it and dalam sekelip mata, sudah tiba masanya kita pergi berholiday!
but yesterday, Bangkok got bombed. -_____-
i hope i'll come back in perfect shape. *pray*
bye!!!!!!!
