These few days, I’ve not been sleeping very well. There are a series of dreams that seem so real that I still remember them clearly now. Those dreams.. though it seems very real, the message is definitely very blurish. I don’t understand them at all. Ugh, never mind.
I admit that I love sleeping cos I dream every single time I sleep. It’s very rare not to dream. For me, dreaming is like watching a movie and sometimes if you’re lucky, you can choose your favorite ending. I’ve dreamt so much that sometimes, the same dream repeats after few months/years and I can play around with the “storyline”.
I’m not sure why I dream every time I close my eyes. My ex boss told me before that people who dream at night will be very restless the next day. So that explains why I’m always so tired. A friend asked me to use aromatherapy but I haven’t really tried lighting it up every day. I also rearranged my room too cos another friend told me that it’s bad to have the bedpost at the window. But then nothing also.. I still dream like I always do.
But as much as I love dreaming, I began to feel very restless these few days. I got annoyed, irritated, agitated, sad and just… I got emotional VERY easily.
Just 2 days ago, I told Smelly that I suddenly felt like crying. No reason. Just feel like it. He said I’m stupid. T_T
Yesterday, just because Smelly joked (he ALWAYS do that. Ugh!) that he don’t wanna have dinner when I keep on pestering him to get ready to go out, I lose my patience and got so angry that I shouted at him. I threw tantrums. I shouted like I had hysteria. I got so annoyed that I just feel like punching and scratching him (which I did). He said I’m a monster. Bleh.
I don’t know why I just feel like going out for dinner as early as possible so that I can sleep early and have a good rest. Which of course, didn’t happen lah.. cos after about 2 hours of sleeping, I woke up with a nightmare! I told Smelly that I had a bad dream and he said, “ya meh? Just now you’re laughing so loud there…” -_- ?? ok.. maybe I sleep talked before the dream became a nightmare.
Ugh.
All I want is quality rest. Is it only me or there are people who dream when they sleep every night too? No matter how many hours I sleep, what time I sleep and where I sleep, I DREAM EVERY FUCKING TIME! so tell me how lah? Does this mean that it’s useless for me to sleep so many hours cos at the end of the day, I’ll still be restless cos my brains never actually rested?
Sigh!
Friday, February 06, 2009
i am a dreamy monster. gah!!
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4 comments:
i understand how u feel, when your feelings or mind become so restless it makes ur body really exhausted. why dun u try crystals? amethyst maybe? U can wear it as a bracelet or put it under your pillow. perhaps using clear quartz and amethyst together might be helpful for u. check dis out :-
http://www.crystalvibrations.org/crystal%20vibrations%20emotions.pdf
OR
http://healingcrystals.net/healingprp.htm
hope dis might help u. take care :-)
thanks anonymous! will definitely try it!
hey babe, glad u popped by my blog! Now I found someone who dreams as well.
I see you are having problems because your dreams are wearing you out. Was just wondering what you do when you aren't asleep. Like what's your lifestyle. Hmm... and I think if you haven't tried you should try meditating. I haven't cos my dreams though vivid are not as frequest as yours. So what I do is write them or tell them to people so I get it out of my head.
Also at this point when your mind is overly stressed, maybe you should stay away from heavy reading and movies. Let you mind rest for a bit.
Take care you =)
hmm.. this makes a lil sense... i guess it's the movie-before-bedtime thingy.. i guess i should stay away from movies few hours before bedtime. :P
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