eh?

just another bored day... met mie today.. he sent me to college... waited til my class ended... well.. he's quite patient though.. waited there for two hours.. :) then went to mapley and had roti planta...

mie asked me to just "scold" him whenever he didn't want to listen to me... well.. for me.. i'd rather let him realise his mistakes himself than just burst out whenever i got the chance.. it's good that he actually realised that sometimes i'm also right.. :) i admit that i'm actually a very hot tempered person... but i don't know why i never really lose my temper in front of him... well, i AM hot tempered.. but i listen and reason out before anything happens.. unlike him.. burst out whenever things goes wrong.. well, that's him.. and perhaps just because i know that's his "style" of handling stuffs, i can cool down easily... can't be hot tempered at the same time, right??

hmm... until now, i still feel that nobody really understands me.. they always thought and judge me by what i do... not WHY i do it... perhaps i don't know how to express my feelings? i don't know... well.. lately, i felt like.. i'm becoming anti-social... i don't initiate any conversations with my new classmates.. i don't smile... and i don't even look at them... i remember back in Stamford, i'm the one who take the initiative to talk to the person beside me.. i'm the person who talk back to the lecturers... i'm like.. the class' clown... i made them laugh.. i made them talk... i bring everybody together... but now..... i'm nobody to everybody and i'm making everybody a nobody... i wonder if this is a good thing for me or not...

sigh~ i hope things will get better soon...




[music on air]
Canon In D Major

[current mood]
a lil confused..

[qoute of the day]
When you accept a task, do it whole heartedly..
If you turn down a task, leave it willingly..

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