in a confusion...

well.. pretty much a wonderful weekend i had... went to zoukfest with debb and her friends and mie... it was a great and wonderful night.. met quite number of old friends, juniors and seniors there.. the party was excellent! two thumbs-up!! :)

well i had a great weekend..but i'm not feeling quite okay lately... i felt different.. i sensed changes in myself.. felt a bit weird lately.. i don't know... i just don't feel so happy-go-lucky anymore.. i don't know why i felt that way... i kinda felt a lil left out..

sigh~ i thought i'll be happy... but now... i'm not enjoying myself like a 20 years-old should..

i'm starting to hate myself now.. why does shitty things always happens to me? it's so unfair... i'm supposed to be happy.. and i deserved to BE happy..

sigh~
i just want a simple life.. that's all.. am i asking too much? all i want is a lil bit of attention... to be noticed.. is that really too much??... i don't know anymore... i'm tired...





[music on air]
hoobastank-the reason

[current mood]
still confused and a lil depressed

[next station]
BED!!

[quote of the day]
don't expect too much, you'll lose more.