la~ la~ la~

well, it's been a few weeks i didn't update this... hehe... well.. there's so many things happened lately.. with all the troubles that has been hunting me, i felt like there's not enough air for me to breath in..

sometimes, i felt like i'm trapped within myself.. i don't know what to do, i don't what i'm doing and sometimes, i don't even know why i do certain things.. i do things that i couldn't even figure out the reason i did it.. sometimes, i don't even know what i'm thinking while doing other stuff.. i'm like... so into my own world that i almost neglect the real world.. i've been doing a lot of thinking lately.. and i don't even know what it is.. my mind is working, but i just don't know what it is.. perhaps i didn't even do the thinking.. perhaps my mind just shut down for a few seconds?? or maybe.. it's totally blank?? boy! i don't even know what am i writing now!! ^O^

well.. i felt like a useless person lately... skipped few classes.. skipped work... skipped dinner today.. sigh~ i not sure of what i'm doing and i don't know whether it's right or wrong.. good or bad..

ugh... a lil moody lately.. i guess it's normal.. moodswings in "the time of the month".. ;)


[sounds on air]
the sound of the air-cond and the washing machine.. -_-:

[current mood]
not so cheerful..

[quote of the day]
biar LAMBAT, asalkan selamat... *wink*

[next station]
*ngrok*ngrok* zzZZZzzZzzZZzzz