ark...

hmm...life is tough... hmm... talked to mom yesterday... she nagged for half an hour on the phone... hmm... she's got her point there anyway... but i hate it when she doesn't want to understand me... always jump into her own conclusion... but it's okay... i don't really listen anyway... hehe...

well..i guess i'll have to let go my dream... which is going to New York.... mom said she can't support my fees and she'll probably come back to Malaysia end of this year.. i don't know what to do now... perhaps i should listen to her.. study here work for a while, then go up... hmm... well... maybe she wants me to study here, work here, get married here and die here.... :P i really don't want to stay here anymore... well, you can say that i'm avoiding things.. but that's the best way that can make me forget everything and go on with a new life.. but then again... life IS ironic........ perhaps i should really stay here until i'm really ready to leave...

i just want to find my life... and my love.... silly, huh?? well.. that's denise...




[music on air]
keane - somewhere only we know

[current mood]
normal...

[next station]
class!!!!!