breaking the news.

okay... so the other night was supposed to be a wallow night.. but just when lied down not more than 20 minutes, my cellphone rang.. the name "Harvey" was blinking on the screen.. at that instance, i thought.. "Whoa... at last my wish came true... he's back... " but then when i think harder, harvey told me that winnie's gonna take the number.. quite disappointed though, when i found out that it was winnie, not harvey.. (i forgot to change the name... ) okay... then, i wondered why she call me... it's 2.30a.m in the morning weh.... so, the conversation is something like..

"hi, are you denise? it's winnie here, you know me right??harvey's friend.."
"uh... arh... yeah.. i remember you.."
"eh, you and harvey still contacting each other arh?"
"yea.. why arh??"
"he's auntie called, said that his uncle was admitted to the hospital at singapore.. badly injured."
"HUH??!? which uncle? what auntie? where? what happened?" (i was confused... still blur..)
"can you inform harvey bout this? just tell him it's his uncle john. his mom's brother."
"okay..okay... i'll call his mom now.. thanks.."

so, i hung up.. and i walked in the room in circles.. don't know what to do... then i lied down.. then i realised that i don't have a call card.. so i text harvey's mommy, breaking the bad news.. still no reply after ten minutes.. my heart pounded faster that time... how can a person not reply such text?? perhaps she didn't get it.. so i scratched my head hard... thinking of how to get a call card at that time.. want it or not, i have to call my pet brother to get it for me.. i felt so bad for asking him to do that.. but i was really panic, confused and blur at that moment.. all i'm thinking is to inform harvey's mom as soon as possible.. so i waited for another ten minutes for him to text me the number of the call card... i tried to call the house, but nobody's there to answer the call... called his mom's cellphone... waited for a while and then she picked up the phone...!! i was so relieved to hear her voice over the phone...

"hello?"
"hi auntie.. it's denise here.. how are you..?" (tried to talk as calm as possible..)
"oh.. denise arh.. i'm fine.. how are you...? we're at the camp site.. wait a sec huh.. harvey's with me now.. " (wanted to pass the phone to harvey...)
"no no no auntie.. i wanna talk to you" (panicked... -_-")
"huh? what... wait arh.. i pass the phone to harvey.." (almost passed the phone to harvey.. for the second time...)
"no no auntie.. i wanna talk to you.. i don't want to talk to harvey.. i got something to tell you.." (keep on repeating that i don't want to talk to harvey, but her...)
"huh? what is it..?"
"no..harvey's friend called me up and she told me.......... "
"huh? which uncle john? which auntie who called?"
"i don't know.. she just said uncle john.. "
(then she passed the phone to harvey after she got quite confused...)

"bie.. what you talking about la..?"
"no.. winnie..... (have to explain all over again...)... "
" (question marks all over his head..) "

then i heard his mom saying.. "oh.. i think i know what she's trying to say.. gimme the phone.. "

"denise.. i think i know who.. that's my brother.. bla.. bla... "
"yea..! yes...! your brother.! (phew~) "
"thanks yea.. i'll call her (the auntie) up and find out what happened.. "
"no problem.."
"tell harvey's friend thanks a lot too.. i appreciate that.."
"will do.. "
"okay, we'll talk next time.. bye~" (she hung up..)

that moment, i felt relieved and then only to realised that i sooooo wanted to talk to harvey.... -_-: (i still can't believe that i actually said i don't want to talk to harvey to her mom.. haha!! well.. i was panicking that time.. i don't know how to break bad news to other people.. i was confused like hell.. ugh... perhaps i didn't get enough sleep few nights back...

i called harvey's mom again this morning to check things out... she told me uncle john met an accident.. nobody knows what happened.. nobody knows who sent him to the hospital and how he got there.. he's still unconscious.. that all harvey's mom told me... i was worried and relieved at the same time.. at least she got the news.. then i talked to harvey for a while.. such a nice day to start off with... hearing his voice.. hmm... (flying to cloud 9....) though it was only a 10 minutes talk.. i felt happy the whole day... hehe.... i miss him a lot though...

mommy called daddy up this morning... she told him that she went to see a fortune teller.. that person told her that something bad will happen to me this september-november... she asked me to be extra careful when i go out.. she mentioned that this bad thing will happen with a very close friend... sigh~ i don't know what to say... last year, daddy told me that somebody's gonna "use" me.. (not sure in what sense...) but i don't think anything bad happened to me last year.. and now, he told me that something bad will happen..(cannot mention what is it here..) i hope it's not gonna happen to me.. haih~ i'll just stay at home more when i started college...



[music on air]
scarlet needle by the hypercubes

[current mood]
imagine sitting somewhere high and dark, with stars above you..

[quote of the day]
prevent is always better than cure..

[next station]
sleep.