The Dreams.

i'm supposed to be doing my assignment now. but seriously, my mind is like... blocked. i can't think of anything to write. and the due date... is tomorrow. i'm a deadmeat.

i dreamt of harvey again. those dreams started to annoy me. lately, all my dreams are so bad. and sad.. let me write out what happened..

so i finally went to meet him. we dropped by this stinky and dirty office. i can't remember why we're there. so i sat on the chair where there's a table for us to do paperwork. sitting beside me was this normal looking black guy, doing his work. and beside him was a woman, reading the newspaper. and harvey, i don't know where he went. and suddenly, i automatically know the reason we went there. (haha!) [to get some "stuff"] harvey told me that he desperately need it and that black guy sitting beside me is the dealer. and i talked to him. he gave me some signals that the girl beside him is an undercover cop. (HAHAHA!) so i left my contact number to him and walked off. (okay, stupid dream.stupid thing to do.) and while we're walking, i told him bout my assignment, which have not been done and the due date is tomorrow and i'm at new york!!! (still thinking bout assignment while i'm asleep..) so i told harvey about it and he said, "you're oversea. he(the lecturer) will understand if you pass it up later." (hahaha!!!) so after walking a few blocks, there's this road that we have to cross. and suddenly harvey walked before me and crossed the road. then i looked right, no car. i look left, there's a bus coming but it's very far away. so i cross it.. just before i got to the other end, the bus passed by just two inches in front of me! i nearly got knocked down by a BUS. i was numb that time and i thought i was dead. (it's very real!). so harvey came to me and pulled me back to the corner of the road. i was speechless. and shocked. i cried on his shoulder and the next thing i heard..... was his snore. -_-: i woke up and went back to sleep, hoping that i'll never have a dream like that again.

i still don't know how to do the assignment..


[music on air]
when i come around by greenday.

[current mood]
still numb.

[quote of the day]
screwed is not the word. deadmeat is more like it.

[next station]
do assignment. wash bedsheet. clean up room. stressed!