thoughts.

simplicity sometimes may lead to complication.. that's how i feel bout myself.. being too simple and ended up feeling complicated and confused..

i read something in a book.. and i really liked it..

"Love is tricky. It is never mundane or
daily. You can never get used to it. You have to walk with it, then let it walk
with you. You can never balk. It moves you like the tide. It takes you out to
the sea, then lays you on the beach again. Today's struggling pain is the
foundation for certain stride through the heavens. You can run from it but you
can never say no. It includes everyone."

i thought of harvey. and our relationship.. where it has led us.. and where it's leading us.. it convinces me that whatever that i have to go through now will make me stronger and somehow, i can feel that good things are waiting ahead of me.. perhaps our absence is to make our love stronger.. God put us into this situation to test us out. to test our strength. to see how we believe in each other. to guide us. to make us appreciate more and complain less.

this is a book's capability to influence ones mind. how it can change ones perception of certain issues. how it can open up ones heart and soul.

and i wonder now,why it took me so long to realise certain things.. certain issues.. always worrying about something untrue.. worrying about some thoughts which is unreal.. now i can see how deep i've dwelt on silliness.


[music on air]
blurry by puddle of mud

[current mood]
so-so

[quote of the day]
too much happiness always overflows into tears of sorrow.

[next station]
sleep.....