Happy Anniversary!

i meant to post this up on 1st January, but got lazy and procrastinate instead.

Happy 4 years, SmellyBie!

it's a record for me to stay in a relationship for so long. i've never thought that i'd be able to keep it for such a long time.

to many people around us, they might think that it's an easy one for us. but actually, it's really not what most people around us sees it. well at least, it's not easy for me. i dare not say that i'm very certain of this relationship. i dare not hope for anything right now at this very moment because as cliche as i might sound, nothing is certain. not until the day we die.

at times, i felt so weak that i thought of giving up this relationship just because i can't see what's in it for me. and sometimes, i thought i know what's on your mind, but i realised that i don't. maybe i'm just afraid. but i know i'm not being fair thinking that way. love shouldn't be weighed and judged the way i did sometimes.

don't worry. i think it's just another emo phase.

you still brighten up my days.

you still make me smile for no reasons.

you're still the one who keep me grounded.

love you lots!