I Love Myself

I have a lot in my mind that I wanted to share here. Yet words just don’t come out easily anymore nowadays.

So many things happening at one time and it’s drowning me.

I kept holding on to it, hoping that miracle would happen.

Hoping things would turn out differently.

Hoping things will change.

But in the midst of hoping, I realized that I’ve not done anything to make it happen.

Perhaps it’s time to grow up.

Time to change myself and face the reality.

Time to admit it.

I deserve better than this.

A lot more than this.

Can Angels Have Devil's Horn?

Been sitting on the fence for too long.

It hurts to know they don’t appreciate.

I guess sometimes, you just need a dash of selfishness to solve problems.

Being selfless doesn’t mean being right.

Being diplomatic doesn’t solve anything.

It’ll only make matters worse.

Time to step down from that fence and have some freedom.

Been good for too long. Time to let the horns out.

Just Like The Cigarette

once burned, it will never go back into its original shape anymore.

I Love You!

Handwritten promises - one of the most cliche gatecrashing game. 

Went to Sean's wedding yesterday. Since Smelly is one of the heng dai, I decided last minute to tag along. Above is the last mission that the ji mui asked the groom to do before letting him in toget the bride. They asked him to write in Malay. As always, Sean is really funny... hahaha!

Wishing them a happy and blessed marriage! ^^

 I wonder how many grooms out there really practice what they promised.

Porky Saturday

The famous pepper soup pork noodles at Seksyen 17

Impromptu lunch today with David, which by the way, caused me to skip class today cos couldn't make it on time + lazy, not yet do homework + need to fetch Smelly finish work. ok lah ok lah... lazy is the main reason. haha! We hang out for almost 4 hours, until they use the mop to chase us away cos they need to close shop. hehe. But I learned a few things today despite skipping class ;) something that can't be learned in any classes.Thanks David for sharing so many interesting stories today.

Went to Mid Valley after that cos Smelly wants to get a shirt for friend's gatecrashing tomorrow..

Awesome Pork Mayonaise Bento set at Ramen Shokudo at Mid Valley

Ramen Shokudo at Mid Valley is very generous with their serving and flavour. The pork is very flavourful. The plain chawanmushi taste is just nice and very smooth and most importantly, no need to add any soy sauce unlike in Sushi King/Sakae Sushi. Miso soup flavour is just the right saltiness and not thirsty after drinking it. Tried the spicy seafood ramen with pork, also very flavourful and generously filled with meat and vege. Price is reasonable. *thumbs up* Seriously highly recommended by me. hehe. Don't know why nobody eat there though.. we're the only customer just now.. hmm..

Guess What?

i posted a stupid photo on facebook and i got 163 comments within few minutes (partly due to spam from friends anyway.. ) haha! here's a part of the super bohliao comments.

before you look at those silly comments (and the answer), would you be able to guess what it is?

*click on photo to view original size*

Curiosity

Who is it?

Stylist at work.

I wish there are some hair on the floor though.

赤いの雨が降っている

Photo stolen from Google Image

I don’t know why but there’s a sudden gush of emo-ness came flooding in today.


It feels like a thousand needles stabbing through my heart.

It feels like the heart is crumpled and smashed.

It doesn’t feel too good.

It’s like it can never heal just yet.

Nothing out of ordinary happened today. But this feeling is so familiar like it happened before.

Yes. I think it happened before.

Somewhere. Some time ago.

Those time when listening to the rainfall is so comforting.

When the drops of rain composed a beautiful song.

When everything is not as complicated.

Those times.

And then, the rain stopped.

And the beautiful melody is forgotten.

The raindrops became a puddle of water waiting to be washed down the drain.

Little by little it went.

The sun shined and everything seems different.

And I tried to remember that song.

It just doesn’t sound the same anymore.

Which One?

I Love CW - Reflections

went for my first photowalk last Saturday with David Chua, David Living Ching (DLC), Michael, Yen (Mike's wife) and Bridget.

i still cannot believe that i actually agreed to wake up at 6.30AM, forgoing my precious weekend beauty sleep and went REAL breakfast.... such a drastic change i'm making. #proud

anyways.. conclusion after the long walk under the scorching sun, i came back with 400 crap shots and a really nice sunburn. heh.

but after looking at my crap photos, i kinda know what to do for my next walk. really good learning experience this time. hopefully i can find back the lost chicken head after a few walk. *wink*

bleh.

Are You Really You?

Today, I’ve learned that in order to be happy, the first thing you need to do is be yourself.


We’re living in a world full of mysteries.

Full of lies.

Full of redundancies.

Full of controversies.

Full of hypocrites.

No matter what you do or how you do it, there will be people criticizing. There will be people who disagree.

Many times, we tend to sway from our own direction. We end up trying to please everyone by doing what deemed “right”.

We end up flocking with the “majority” just because we don’t want to be a cast-out.

We end up being one of them.

No self judgment.

No self confidence.

No sense of belonging.

No independence.

Because we rely too much on what others think of us.

Because we’re too mindful of how others see us.

We’re pressured to blend in.

We tend to forget who we are. We lose ourselves. We lose our identity.

We lose our happiness trying to make others happy.

So, before it starts killing you, get out of the stereotypical perspective.

Find your soul. Be yourself the way you are. Not the way others want you to.

What I See Everyday

Exploring the Dramatic Tone art filter.

I Love CW-ing : Poser Potraits

Let's start the Monday with some shameless CW potraits taken last weekend!

My PEN battery died just before we started CW-ing. Photos taken with Kenny's Canon 60D. awesome lens. too awesome that my face looked like Malaysian roads. fml. thank god for photoshop. haha.