I LOVE Dao Suan!!!!!!!!!!

Dao Suan, a Singaporean dessert

Yup. This deserves a capital LOVE and ten exclaimation marks!!!!!!!!!! Whenever I visit Singapore, I'll make sure I'll get my fix of Dao Suan cos KL very hard to find and if found also it taste SUPER cannot make it. I seriously could eat this everyday and not get bored of it. SERIOUS. I wanna learn how to make a perfect bowl of Dao Suan so that my dream of eating it everyday will come true.

Now, who can teach me? Please?

Define : 三匹の猿 (Three Wise Monkeys)

見ざる，聞かざる，言わざる

Mizaru, Kikazaru, Iwazaru

(literally translated to - Don't See, Don't Hear, Don't Speak)

See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil

But could it be "No Eye See, Don't Want to Listen, Speechless"?

Guess What?

i posted a stupid photo on facebook and i got 163 comments within few minutes (partly due to spam from friends anyway.. ) haha! here's a part of the super bohliao comments.

before you look at those silly comments (and the answer), would you be able to guess what it is?

*click on photo to view original size*

Should I?

Today is just like the many Fridays that I was looking forward to. Weekend is always exciting tho I know my Saturdays routine would be staying at home and go to Japanese class and spend the whole Sundays at home surfing, lazing or just lepaking at some café with the usual faces, updating each other about things that happened around us.


But today will also be a Friday that I’d say, significant to me.

It’s a day where I got to know that my dad is going through a depression. I’m not sure how serious it is in actual fact, but from what I see, it’s quite serious.

To be honest, I’ve prepared myself for this day, confirming that he is depressed. Because these few years was a tough one. A lot of things happened and I kinda know that he will be going through a nervous breakdown any time.

Now, even though I’m prepared for it, I still feel terrible. In a lot of ways.

For a second, I couldn’t find the answer to all the questions in my head. I couldn’t comprehend what just happened and why this is happening to him. To me. To us.

For a second, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know that to say to make him feel better. I don’t know how to make him feel optimistic. I don’t know how to make it go away.

I know that this sickness is purely psychological and nobody but himself could cure it. What we/people around him can do is to support him morally. But even so, we can’t make the things in his head go away in a split second no matter how desperately we want it to.

Depression is not an uncommon sickness. It is in everybody’s mind. It’s the way that person handles it.

I guess, dad finally lose it. He chose to let it take over his mind.

For a moment, I felt so afraid. So many uncertainties floated in my head.

It’s a feeling that I never had before. I almost don’t know what to do. Not that I know what to do now, but all I know is, I need to stay strong. For him.

I know this sounds silly, but a thought crossed my mind few days ago, before we confirmed that he’s depressed, I thought of turning into a vegetarian. Yes. You heard me right. I don’t know why but all I thought was, “if it will make things right, why not?” perhaps it’ll help? Maybe I can try pledging to become a vegetarian for a hundred days? See if it helps?

Shrug.

I don’t know.

Should I?

What Is Your Score?

So I got an email form Jobstreet.com today asking us to do an English Assessment. Initially, i deleted it. But just seconds after i did so, Uncle Mun msn-ed me and said he took the test and told me his score. so as kiasu as our neighbor country, i took the test. ngeh ngeh ngeh...

 

*click to enlarge*

didn't have Windows Live Writer so the photos came out small. ugh.

i took the practice and got 35/40 then after that i took the assessment and got 37/40. i think it's still bad. anyway.. some of the questions are a bit confusing. and they didn't show which questions we answered wrong, so i didn't know which one i answered wrongly. everyone can take the assessment. just log on to jobstreet.com! i think it's fun cos it's been a while since the last time i use my brain. bleh!

who can help me?

ok.. so i was having this problem with the Microsoft Word 2007 in my laptop that i STILL can't figure out how come! anyone using Microsoft Word 2007? do you have this problem too or was it just me? and can someone tell me how to fix this? it's a lil annoying cos it's like the alignment lari but it's actually not and i'm very irritated. let me show you.(click on photo to see clearer)

ok, so when i open new Word document, the layout came out like this...

New Document


see? like off alignment right? and when i tried to "pull" it normal back, it won't let me. the "double arrow" just won't come out. it went missing! and i just can't do anything about it. i've tried switching view type, margin switched back to normal also cannot. i tried clicking everything.. but can't change it back to normal.


then, i tried opening once of the Word file from my pendrive, the alignment is back to normal. like this..

Old Document


see the arrow? supposed to be adjustable. but not when i open new document, only old documents can be adjusted.

BUT

when i tried viewing "Print Preview" (new doc) , the margin/alignment didn't went off. it's the same!

see?
Print Preview


so now.. can someone tell me how to fix this? it's annoying and i kept thinking that the margin wrong when it's not.


reminder of problem. why alignment lari???

ugh. please help me make it back to normal... please please please..

side note: i took almost an hour using Paint to draw things (layaning friends and editing at the same time). damn mah fan ok.. Paint is like.. damn a lot of function not available (maybe i just dunno how to find it). too used to photoshop. ugh. note so self: install photoshop in laptop!

can you do it?

fucking jam today. resulting me not going to work. 500metres took me half an hour! so idecided not to go to work today. not my fault ok... by the time i reach kl, which i estimate will take 2 hours, and be there for one hour and take me another 2 hours to go back. not worth wasting the time in the car. so i called Peks and we decided to go for Fish Head Meehoon at Kuchai. i reached earlier and ordered. while waiting, i just looked around and suddenly, i heard a sound.. "prettttt..." from the next table. sitting across me was a man and a lady who are enjoying their lunch. so i thought, i heard wrongly. then after about 5 minutes, i kebetulan facing the woman and i saw her tilting her butt a bit and a "pretttttt" sound came out. so CONFIRM the "prettt" sound i heard is from her!

can you imagine how disgusting is that? farting in public never mind.. somemore got sound. and her table is just next to mine! i can hear the fart so clearly!! AND the most disgusting thing is she's happily EATING and FARTING at the same fucking time!! damn no table manners loh... the man, i assume is her husband, didn't seem to notice it and eating normally!! then another 5 minutes, she did it again!!!! fucking smelly lor! somemore the wind is blowing to my direction! UGH! 

why got people like this one..

see? she sit so near me!

S.A.F.S (Save A Fat Soul) wtf.

I’m worried.

I looked fat lately. Really fat. I feel fat. But strange thing is… I didn’t put on any weight and all my clothes still fits me like it used to.

How come leh?

Maybe because I feel ugly so I naturally feel fat too.

Damn.

I think it’s either because of my hair, or I’m already used to seeing myself in make-up.

And lately.. I think my nose is too big.. HUGE.

*Gasp! Horror!*

Am I becoming vainer?

Please.tell.me.i’m.not.

Thank you very much.

p/s- seriously.. I think my nose is very big.


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I don’t know about this anymore.

Hmm.

It’s a mixed feeling of irony, indecisiveness, heavy heart and curiosity.

Part of me wants it so badly. But another part of me doesn’t because I’ve fallen into the comfort zone. Not that I cannot adapt to changes. But then… I’m more than happy to live in comfort than to live in surprises. Seriously. But I don’t mind surprises since it’ll bring excitement.

I seriously need a professional advice.

Anyone care to help a lost fat soul?

Why?

Extracted from here

A SINGAPOREAN died of heart failure after his penis became stuck in a soft drink
bottle, reported Sin Chew Daily and China Press.
The incident happened when
the 77-year-old man used the bottle to masturbate.
China Press reported that
the senior citizen got his private part into the bottle and only sought help
after his penis could not be dislodged from the bottle despite trying various
ways such as applying soap water.
Doctors tried to alleviate the man’s
suffering by cutting the bottle below the neck but to no avail because by that
time, the skin around the penis had started to become inflamed, causing him to
be unable to urinate.
His misadventure later led to other medical
complications causing his death.

i have nothing to say.

Yesterday was the last day of Chinese New Year.

I woke up at 9.30a.m cos I got a call from Dad, “Come back to eat later okay? Latest will be at 11.”

Still blurish, I thought he said 11p.m cos I thought it’s gonna be dinner. But then tak kan la dinner at 11pm right? Then I realized he was talking about early lunch. I showered and dashed back home while trying to call Shorty but she’s not answering. We had lunch without her. Dad looked a lil disappointed but kept some dishes for her and Ah Kor (however, they didn’t come back to eat it though… bad attitude weh... Ish). *Update* Shorty said they went back and ta pau the food. apa lah..

Hmm.

Time really flies! It’s already mid February! Christmas felt just like yesterday. Sigh!

3 more months to our Bangkok trip. I don’t know why I keep on having this feeling that something not so good will happen before/during/after the trip. Maybe I’m just too nervous cos it’s our first oversea trip. Our first plane ride together. Our first alone-trip somewhere. Our first so-early-planned holiday (by ME only cos he’s so NOT showing any interest and excitement. Ugh.).

Anyway, one of the main things that I’m concerned about this trip is the financial part. The financial crisis is definitely affecting everyone. I started to feel pressured cos it’s only 3 months away and I still haven’t save enough. My passport expires next month and Smelly doesn’t have one, which means we had to spend another RM600 extra for the renewal. To make things difficult, my insurance renewal is in April/May. Another few hundred bucks going out there.

Stress.

I guess I need to start looking for part time job.

Anyone hiring?

Pet Peeves.

1) Have you ever driven to a place where there are a few color lines on the road due to construction? Which color should we follow? The yellow line or the white line? The yellow dotted line or the yellow normal line? Or we don’t have to follow at all?

2) I won’t give way to people who cut queue without using signals. I won’t give way to those lansi ngau hai drivers who die die also wanna cut your lane even though no more space to go through.

3) There’s a reason why 2 signals are created for cars. One for left. One for right. If you want to go left, please don’t put right signal and vice versa. And if you are not going to turn anywhere, please don’t turn on your signal at all la.. Make people (especially ME!) confuse only. Cis!

4) If you cannot aim properly, you can sit on the toilet bowl and pee. Why must you (guys) let your sisa-sisa urine drip all over the toilet bowl? And if you really “accidently” dripped on it, just fucking rinse it away lah.. Damn disgusting okay!

5) If you like to squat when you pee, just fucking use the squatting-cubicle lah… why must you (girls) squat ON the toilet bowl? So that other people will get your shoe print on their butt when they sit on it? grr!

6) Is it hard to check before you leave? Why are there drops of blood around the toilet bowl/on the floor? Very disgusting lor… how can you leave the toilet with your blood drip and stain the surrounding AND let other people see it? UGH!

7) I don’t fucking get it.. How can you leave your used sanitary pad lying around in the toilet, unwrapped? Is it so fucking hard to wrap it and throw it in the sanitary bin/dustbin? This is a disgrace to the female species.

8) If you really need to get the phlegm out from your throat, please do it in the toilet. How can you do it so publicly, especially when the person sitting next to your table is having her dinner! Another thing is spitting publicly. And also blowing out your mucous too! Eww… I don’t fucking understand how some people blow it directly to the FLOOR (looked like an arrow come out from the nose some more! ish!!) Cannot use tissue or go to the toilet meh? It’s very disgusting okay! Yer!! I just couldn’t stand it when people blow their nose while I’m eating. Cis!!!

9) I don’t understand why some people don’t give way when we’re in the elevator. There’s so much more space inside, can’t you let other people come in? There are still spaces to fit like… 4-5 people but you chose to stand in front of the door so that people from outside will think that it’s full. Tsk tsk. Selfish people.

10) Busy body that likes to peek at other people’s text message when riding the elevator or the lrt/bus. Don’t you know it’s rude to read other people’s text? You know what I’m texting about meh? Busy body!

11) Blogs with so many similar-pose photos. You get what I mean? Arghh.

12) Those customer service representatives who don’t sound cheerful and doesn’t say “Please hold the line while I transfer your call” when are transferring my call! ARGHH! *pulls hair* NO MANNERS! Some more straightaway transfer my calls without saying ANYTHING and with me haven’t finished saying MY THING! Arghhh…

13) I totally cannot understand why some road signs are placed right BEHIND a tree or worse case; rows of trees, with their branches covered more than HALF of the signboard. What’s the point of putting a sign there if it’s gonna be covered all the time?

i am a dreamy monster. gah!!

These few days, I’ve not been sleeping very well. There are a series of dreams that seem so real that I still remember them clearly now. Those dreams.. though it seems very real, the message is definitely very blurish. I don’t understand them at all. Ugh, never mind.

I admit that I love sleeping cos I dream every single time I sleep. It’s very rare not to dream. For me, dreaming is like watching a movie and sometimes if you’re lucky, you can choose your favorite ending. I’ve dreamt so much that sometimes, the same dream repeats after few months/years and I can play around with the “storyline”.

I’m not sure why I dream every time I close my eyes. My ex boss told me before that people who dream at night will be very restless the next day. So that explains why I’m always so tired. A friend asked me to use aromatherapy but I haven’t really tried lighting it up every day. I also rearranged my room too cos another friend told me that it’s bad to have the bedpost at the window. But then nothing also.. I still dream like I always do.

But as much as I love dreaming, I began to feel very restless these few days. I got annoyed, irritated, agitated, sad and just… I got emotional VERY easily.

Just 2 days ago, I told Smelly that I suddenly felt like crying. No reason. Just feel like it. He said I’m stupid. T_T

Yesterday, just because Smelly joked (he ALWAYS do that. Ugh!) that he don’t wanna have dinner when I keep on pestering him to get ready to go out, I lose my patience and got so angry that I shouted at him. I threw tantrums. I shouted like I had hysteria. I got so annoyed that I just feel like punching and scratching him (which I did). He said I’m a monster. Bleh.

I don’t know why I just feel like going out for dinner as early as possible so that I can sleep early and have a good rest. Which of course, didn’t happen lah.. cos after about 2 hours of sleeping, I woke up with a nightmare! I told Smelly that I had a bad dream and he said, “ya meh? Just now you’re laughing so loud there…” -_- ?? ok.. maybe I sleep talked before the dream became a nightmare.

Ugh.

All I want is quality rest. Is it only me or there are people who dream when they sleep every night too? No matter how many hours I sleep, what time I sleep and where I sleep, I DREAM EVERY FUCKING TIME! so tell me how lah? Does this mean that it’s useless for me to sleep so many hours cos at the end of the day, I’ll still be restless cos my brains never actually rested?

Sigh!

Holiday Plan

Today, I feel gloomy.

Maybe it’s because of the weather. One minute the sun is shining bright, the other minute it went hiding behind a big black cloud.

Or maybe it’s because of the holiday season. I’m still in a holiday mood. Ugh. I miss my bed.

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Ok.. I felt better as the day went by.

Ohh.. I checked on Air Asia just now.. the flight to Hong Kong in September is DAMN CHEAP! Only like RM 560++ or something. Compare to MAS, it’s like.. 3 times more expensive! (I damn regret I didn’t book when MAS was having this Low Fare thingy… it’s only RM 670 that time. Sobz…) oh, I checked the flight to Bangkok in September as well; it’s only RM460++ like that! Whoa! I cannot resist already… and flight to Bandung is only below RM400!! Damn fucking cheap!

Initially, I wanted to go on a holiday with Smelly in May (because my birthday is in May), but I checked the flight to everywhere is so expensive! So I decided to go in September (Smelly’s birthday). I really wanted to go Bangkok one more time cos I didn’t get to go Chatuchak last time I went. This time, die die also must go. I even checked the hotel rate, it’s also very cheap. Planning to stay there for 4 days.

If not Bangkok, we’ll go Hong Kong… because Smelly’s sister stays there, we don’t have to worry about place to stay so we can stay about a week there.

If not Hong Kong, we’ll go Bandung.. cos my friend told me Bandung is shopping heaven! Better than Bangkok! But I still prefer Bangkok first.

Anyway, we’re planning to go to Gem Island around end of April with a bunch of friends. Smelly’s aunty is the Resort Manager there so we can get cheaper room rates! I can’t wait! And Kenny is planning for a skiing trip end of next year. Initially, he suggested Australia, but it’s mid year and we don’t have enough time to save up.. So he suggested end of year to go either Harbin or Korea cos it’s cheaper compared to Australia. I really wanted to go.. but I told Smelly about it he said he’s not interested to ski. =( ah pek betul…

Should I buy the tickets to Bangkok or Hong Kong?

Should I buy it first and leave Smelly no choice to choose? (he always procrastinate to renew his passport and ALWAYS give me the same excuse not to travel because he don’t have passport.)

Let’s wait for another one or two months to decide… since September is still long way to go.

sigh!

i just found out that my office blocked kennysia.com and cheeserland.com

ugh! the reason?

since when those two blogs fall in those categories? since when they block blogs?? gah!!

so far, i just found out about these two. i think i should stop reading blogs at work. (shh... i only do it before finish work..)

bleh!

What will you do if…

You asked your friends’ opinion on planning a party and most of them agreed on the plan and first of all, nobody seems to be keen to become the “organizer” at the first place so you decide to be a good person and get the plan moving. When everything is planned and you confirmed with everyone and everyone seems to agree with your plan and you’re just few steps away from successfully throwing a party, out of a blue, you got to know that one of your friend have another plan and dragged few of the other friends with her without even informing you at the first place that she’s not interested with your plan and go ahead confirming it with the others…

NIAMAH!

At least have a courtesy to tell the person who is planning the event that you’re not interested so that we won’t include you in the list lah..! Plus, don’t sneakily go around and drag other people with you like you ARE the organizer, only for a different event, and made it like OUR PLAN don’t exists at the first place lor… niamapuki.

Grrrr… it’s been such a long time I didn’t curse here. Today is your lucky day.

Tiuniasing… damn frust when I heard this okay!

I don’t care if you happen to read this lor.. as a friend, (heck, are we even friends???) I don’t think this is appropriate lor.

When people plan, you never suggest or make the initiative to be part of the “committee”, you just kept quiet. When people suggest, nobody seems to disagree and so people mah plan nicely lor… suddenly out of a blue, you send sms to everyone to revert back to YOUR PLAN… and when I replied you asking, “I thought we planned THIS instead?” you never reply. Cipet..

Today, I got to know that you already made a reservation confirming 6 people to YOUR PLAN.

What about OUR PLAN?

Niamahcibaipukiayam.

I hate people like that lor..

Fucking no manners at all.

Okay. End of angry rant.

So we’re changing our Christmas Party plan to a better plan. We’re still going to do it over at Kenny’s. Just this time, it’s not buffet like we initially planned, we’re gonna do Western. (hint: turkey!). And since Peks is as kiasu as me, we’re gonna make sure this event is going to be very very happening and memorable. Peks suggested RED CARPET + poolside theme. Oh well… the red carpet is just for the sake of photograph.

We’re thinking of lotsa candles… and white theme for deco. Oh… rose petals spread on the walkway? I feel like we’re on a holiday already! (that’s what Christmas is all about right?? Holiday!)

Hmm… now what shall I wear?

of cravings and gifts.

Ugh.

PMS. Why me? grr..

One thing I hate about being a woman is period. I hate period cramps (who doesn’t?). I hate bingeing on food few days before period (ok la.. maybe I don’t hate it THAT much). I hate being terribly bloated. I hate the awful headaches it gives me. I hate the mood swings. I hate hate hate the sudden emo attack.

These few days, I’ve been behaving like a pregnant woman, craving for weird foods. Yesterday at 11p.m, I craved for scrambled eggs with tomato sauce. I’m still craving for it now cos Smelly forbade me from eating supper. I craved for g geok chou / ginger vinegar pig trotter stew *salivate* . hmm… must ask daddy to cook it this week. Hurhur. (Damn.. I really feel like eating g geok chou now.. ) I craved for Japanese food, particularly at Sushi Groove, which I went with Smelly last Sunday. I still look forward to go there again cos they gave me this cash voucher and a loyalty card. Who wanna go with me? oh.. got discount also… (cos I use my Aeon credit card and they give 10% off… huhu.. at least saved on service charge? Bleh!). last Saturday, I craved for shabu-shabu. I dragged 2 of my ex-colleagues with my to Pudu Plaza just to satisfy my cravings... Right now, besides the pig trotter and scrambled eggs, I’m craving for rich dark chocolate ice cream cake. Very very rich dark chocolate mousse…. Molten chocolate lava cake. Baskin Robbins’ Maui Brownie Madness… Whoa… I’m so hungry now.. sobz. I feel like eating all at one time.



Anyway, we’re planning for a nice Christmas dinner with a bunch of friends on Christmas Eve and this year, we’re going to countdown and have give exchange session over at Kenny’s place after dinner. Since we’re gonna pick our gifts randomly that night, I had headache. I suggested that we pool the names and pick our receivers in advance so that the gift is personalized and useful. But then they still thought that random pick on the actual night is more fun. Gah!! Have to get something generic. We set the budget at RM 20. What to get leh? I have a few ideas already but then all also like.. not very suitable for everyone cos our group of friends have totally different taste from each other. IMO la… example, A like this but B thinks it’s ugly. B likes that, C likes the opposite but not what A likes. Get the idea? Haih.. what if I bought something A likes, but B picked it and don’t like it? sigh!

Our group is so diversify in taste and ideas. Wonder if it’s a good or bad thing. (Definitely bad when it comes to gift hunting). I’ve been searching for ideas online. Here are a few ideas..

- Bathroom towel set
- Candles/ Aromatherapy burner
- Toiletries
- Tea/ coffee Set / Mug. (This is a very classic Christmas gift. Every year sure get/give at least one mug. LOL. Very useful and timeless.)
- Kitchenware/ Nice plates/bowls
- Fondue set. (I’ve seen this last week and almost bought it for myself. Hmmm. Not a bad gift idea huh?)
- Starbucks gift voucher/ Coffee Bean Card
- Okay.. I think I know what everyone will like… M.O.N.E.Y! right right? Who doesn’t like money? Tell me who… heh… good idea!

i'm so random.

It’s December!

I didn’t know there are 4 days of Public Holiday this month until a friend told me last week.

FOUR/EMPAT/四 days! Bonus for me la.. Since I’m not eligible for annual leave until after my confirmation, which will be somewhere around April or May, all I can rely on is Public Holiday now…

*Note to self- try not to change job end of year*

Eh.. It’s very cham you know.. Especially when 99% of your friends are going on vacation this time around all you can do is to listen to their words of joyfulness and satisfaction during their trips and tell them how much you envy them… grrr.. (1% is like.. Smelly.. he’s more cham than me cos he need to work on a public holidays sometimes and his annual leave is like.. dunno when only can take. Heck, I don’t even know if he have any AL).

At times like this, I wished I had worked here for ten years.. gah!!

Damn envy those people who are working in bank lor.. I have this friend who work in bank, she told me that last month, she have to take 2 weeks off. Note: She HAVE TO. cos it’s bank’s policy or something… she told me because her job is dealing with big corporate account (high risk) and they are “forced” to take leave so that the company know that they don’t “use black money” or something… haiya I dunno how to explain la.. The point is, they get compulsory 2 weeks off. Cannot split the leave some more.. Have to take 2 weeks straight… that 2 weeks is not even included in her annual leave.. I ask her how many annual leave she’s entitled.. She told me 30 days.. Damn envious can die. Her bf also working in a bank and they both HAVE TO take the 2 weeks off together (of course, not everyone is entitled for 2 weeks la.. some only a week.. still have to depend on the job risk).

At times like this, I wished that I’ve excelled in my studies, especially anything to do with money, so that I can work in a bank… eh.. don’t play play… I’ve worked with a bank before but then customer service only lah… even so, they have very good benefits lor.. they really take care of their employees. Maybe because it’s American company? I don’t know. I’ve worked with 2 American companies before and they treat their employees really REALLY good (compare with Malaysian cinapek company, namely CiBai Net Station). At least they follow the Labor Law… at least they care about their associates… at least they don’t deduct people’s salary unreasonably and left only like RM 100 after deducting? (I thought Labor Law say cannot deduct more than have the monthly salary?) some more deduction calculated from 3-4 months before. Chi sin. Deduct salary never mind, claims also want to deduct? Woi… claims lei ge leh.. can deduct meh? We’re eligible for claiming entertainment bills ge wor.. we really are entertaining for the right purpose wor.. we entertain and give you sales in return wor.. when we submit claim, not only you don’t want to reimburse back to us.. you want us to PAY YOU BACK WHAT WE CLAIMED? Wth? We submit claims to get back our money, now you want us to GIVE you the money? The money is not even your money at the first place! Now what? We pay to entertain our clients and pay you AGAIN cos we entertained them? What the hell? Then you mei hou hou zhan lor? chi sin geh! Why not I pay you and work for you? hou mou?

Gah!

What kind of world is this? Don’t believe the above story? Well, you gotta believe it cos it happened right before my eyes! It’s not one two hundred we’re talking about. it’s few thousands! My ex-boss really cham lor… I pity him. Not only claims cannot get back… few months’ salary also got “hold back”. “Hold back” means he won’t get back at all already. If the cinapek still insist on deducting people’s salary cos they are late to work, etc, then my ex boss confirm dot com no need get back his money. Maybe he even have to PAY the cinapek back. cos my boss have this late-to-work habit cos my boss work til very very late and come in a lil bit later than the rest of us. Like that how?

Grr..

This cibai company very smart. I think they should be the pioneer company that hires people to pay them and work. Good idea hor?

Eh? Why terpesong again? Never mind.

Back to public holiday… so we’re gonna have holiday on the 8th, 11th, 25th and 29th.

I’m thinking of straightening my hair during the holidays. Again.

Curly hair is boring when you have no time to style it. After curling it, the only style that I had on is a ponytail. Damn boring. Sometimes, curly hair made me look 30 years older. Especially without make up. Like those aunties who woke up early in the morning to go wet market to buy fish for dinner, thinking that nobody will notice her messy curled hair and ghostly bare face. Tsk tsk… I hope I won’t have to become like one of those ghostly aunties in the future.

Shall I straighten it again? Shall I chop it off again?

Hmm.

Decision. Decision.



Sei … my boss just told me that I might need to come back for meeting on the 11th. Whole-day meeting. Oh well…

question from a 7 year-old.

i was browsing through Uncle Adrian's blog archives these few days cos i'm very kaypoh bored and reading his posts are better than watching TVB drama series his post are very interesting and funny (but sad and dulan after reading some posts) and best cure to boredom.

so anyway, something caught my attention.. there's this question his daughter asked while doing some coloring..

"Daddy, what do you call the color when you mix pink and yellow together?"

when i read it, i thought... "hmm... should be milky/light orange la.."

but damn.. i was wrong!!!

kids nowadays are damn creative.. i kalah... i surrender.. i admit i'm getting old and boring. tsk tsk..

can anyone guess what is the answer?



p/s- Uncle Adrian, if you're reading this, you cannot answer...

which one?

*updated*
ok.. i showed Smelly the SE K850i yesterday and he told me that the real phone sucked. the keypad color will wear off and it's definitely a failure product!

no wonder i can't find this model in their US website! so i guess LG Q is my only choice huh?? anyone got better recommendation?

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i seriously need a new phone. i can sense that the backup phone that i'm currently using is getting more and more emo. wtf..

i found some phone models on the net... which i really really like!

Sony Ericson K850i

nice right? i'm lazy to talk about the specs cos i think most people out there already know it la.. the reason i chose this because it's Sony Ericson. i'm used to using SE and i like it very much. and it has 5 megapixel camera and xenon flash!! too bad the choices of colors are limited and they don't have red.. boo! but then it's cool la.. i like it a lot!!! i can BLOG with it too. whoa.. i can imagine how busy i am already.. *snap snap* blog blog *snap *blog* wakakaka!

LG KU990 (Viewty)

nice hor?? i like it because it's RED! (but i found out that Malaysia only have boring black..) and it has 5.0 megapixel camera! at least better then my old SE W810i la.. only got 2megapixel.. (my backup phone lagi worse.. no flash one.. Nokia's first clamshell phone.. neh.. the one with leather-like cover like Coach prints that one la.. *shh!! later my phone emo again*..). but this Viewty is LG. i never use LG phone before... i wonder if it's user friendly or not. one thing about this phone.. it's touch screen leh.. sure very mah fan when type message. just like iPhone la.. i think everyone who use iPhone sure complain mah fan. especially when driving.. cannot reply message. but the thing that i like about this phone is.. it has cool camera! (ok la.. i admit.. because it's RED).

LG KS360 (LG Q)

i tell you... i'm in love with this phone!!! (of course because it has RED) it has QWERTY keypad, it looked very cute AND it has touchscreen... i know touchscreen is useless la.. but it's very easy to type message! very cute... with its round design.. can sms like IM. and i can IM with it too! i like! BUT.. only 2megapixel camera and cannot focus geh... NO FLASH, no 3G. but then considering the price they're offering (RM699, maybe lower now), i think it's like that lor.. cannot complain. of course, it's damn shyiokk if this LG Q has 5mp camera with xenon flash and 3G like SE K850i... or lagi best if SE 850i have qwerty keyboard!!! hahaha! siao!

sei mou... phone that is perfect (SE K850i) is sure very expensive... and cheap LG Q doesn't have the core thing that i want which is, obviously, high megapixel camera with flash... ugh!

how? tell me how lah?

it comes in pink too. sweet right?

emo.

Have you ever take some time and think about what I really want and need?

Do you know what’s in my mind if I never take the initiative to tell you EVERY SINGLE THING?

Can you at least pretend that you’re sorry? Or at least admit what I said about you was right?

Why do you always get away with it by smiling?

You know it doesn’t take a lot of effort to persuade me, right? You know I’m THAT easy to give in, right? That’s why you bully me.

You know I can’t be angry for long.

You’re a selfish person.

You only think about yourself.

Have you thought at least a lil bit of me?

Have you prioritize me at least ONCE in any situation?

Have you at least cared for a bit?

Is it me or is it because I’m too sensitive to think that you never care?

Does it hurt when I say you didn’t care, right to your face?

Does it hurt when I told you you’re selfish, right to your face?

Does it hurt when I say you don’t love me as much, right to your face?



Cos it hurts me when I said all that.