Be Brave

Don't be afraid of loneliness because the view before your eyes is breathtaking

Define : 三匹の猿 (Three Wise Monkeys)

見ざる，聞かざる，言わざる

Mizaru, Kikazaru, Iwazaru

(literally translated to - Don't See, Don't Hear, Don't Speak)

See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil

But could it be "No Eye See, Don't Want to Listen, Speechless"?

I Love Joshua!

Babies grow up so fast!!

3 months ago, he's only a tiny-wrinkly-grumpy-looking baby. it's my nephew, btw.

and exactly 3 months after... he looked so healthy and chubby and i cannot stop kissing his smooth round face... cute eh?

sorry for the cuteness overload. hehe. i wish i can post up 100 photos of him here. :P

Current Favorite!

Mango Shaved Ice

Nah! Big-faced photo of me in case you forgot how I look like. Bleh.

Itadakimasu!!!!

What makes me happy....

strawberry candy!

Perhaps for better?

I Love Playground!

 Babysitted Eva last week and brought her to the playground before heading home.

Look at her cheeky smile! *melted*

I Can Only Wait

I remember I used to write on my journal everyday. It's a space for me to pour my heart out, without filtering any thoughts. It's my best listener who won't judge.

I remember I started writing my first diary when I was 9 or 10 years old. Mommy bought a little square hard cover diary for my birthday, if I remember correctly. I started writing everyday about daily happenings. Then I started to grow up, and I write mostly when I'm emo.

Looking back at the journal tells me so much about myself.

How much I've changed. How much I've grown.

I'm not sure if it's for better or worse. Not that I've matured much, but I'm certainly not that naive little girl anymore.

Along the way, I've seen many faces.

Many expressions.

Many characters.

Slowly, I've learned to see.

I've learned to understand.

I've learned to appreciate.

I've learned to let go.

Keeping the sweetest memories close to my heart. It keeps me alive.

It keeps me sane.

But how long will it stay close?

Will it be different?

Will I be the same again?

"Ask And You Shall Receive"

it's a quote that i read from my personal astrological feng shui overview for the month of July. coincidence or what? hehe.

awesome durian pancake

i dreamed about durian and been craving for it since i woke up not having to eat it in my dreams. though it's not real durian, i'm still a happily satisfied having the pancake instead. hehe.

I Love Rainbow!

saw this in early in the morning yesterday. it's the first time i saw a rainbow so near and it appeared for quite a long time. it was a great day indeed. ♥♥♥♥♥

"rainbow meets the sunshine only when there are raindrops.

just like we reunite when there are teardrops."

Crossing Out The Checklist

I know I’ve been saying this a lot. But there is a list of things that I need to do/complete.

So called “resolution” that was made early this year on top of some regular items on my usual checklist. Haha.

I think I failed terribly.

Haha.

Except maybe the “going to gym regularly” part...Oh..and the "going to Jap class regularly" part also lah…. But exam is next week and I have not been revising. *shrug* last minute is my middle name.

A pile of new books STILL in the boxes, unwrapped, untouched, unread. note to self: buy wrapper. no wonder my brain is not progressing lately. Aih. Lack of knowledge juice. Boo!

The “go home more often” part was actually a major fail lah… I admit. BUT!!! At least I got spend time with daddy also mah… right? Right? Okay… I need to stop finding excuses. But I don’t want to be independent wor. Ok ok. Be brave. Vince was right. I need to really get out of my comfort zone and brave myself for a war. If not, I’ll be forever like this. Time to set a goal and try to achieve it. Only then he can stop saying that I have 小女人 attitude problem. Yea.. I admit sometimes I’m too desperate to be a 小女人 that I forget everything else. (Aiyah.. nobody will understand this lah…. Just let me rant ok?)

Quitting cigarette is also another issue that’s been ongoing for few years. And lately, I realized that in order to speed up the quitting part, I have to sacrifice my coffee. SACRIFYING MY COFFEE is a MAJOR NO! Boo! :( I need to think of another solution. Hmm.

I’ve always mentioned that I need to be more focused.

But the more I wanted to focus, the more I go astray.

Something just gotta happen and make me lose my mind.

Something just have to happen.

Maybe my focus ring spoiled already.

Pfft.

Epic Fail Photographer In The Making!

*smack forehead*facepalm* x 100
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Rainbow In The Making For The Sunshine

Because I Miss You.

One of the nights when SiKenit decides to CW with her toys... <3<3<3

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My Day Won't Be The Same Without You.

daily dose of caffeine.

sugar high now.